It seems like everyone around me has someone or something to fall back on and keep them grounded. Something to make them happy when nothing else can or someone to listen to them no matter what they have to say. But I'm always hiding something from any person I know. I screw it up every time I feel like I've found someone I can tell everything to. I always make them upset, or end up finding something I have to hide from them. Nobody else knows everything that's going on up there. And why would they even want to? Everyone has someone better to talk to, someone that doesn't bring down their mood or make them feel like shit. So it's only me in here, being alone and miserable, undesirable because I am. It's always only me.