FA+
Shop
175
Views
Views
5
Favorites
Favorites
Category
Artwork (Digital) / Animal related (non-anthro)
Species Dog (Other)
Size 1087 x 1280
File Size 119 kB
Report this content
More from aricub
I miss you so much sis *sighs* I know melody doesn't exist anymore she went back to her human name (only some of you know this name) and turned on furries and from what I have heard from a mutual friend i trust entirely, she had betrayed me way before, she was always an uncompasionate pain in the butt that was just her but she was so trustworthy and accepting and loving and just fun to be with
I just I needed to vent I miss my lil sis so much I'm tryin to still be friends with the human but it's hard when she hates everything about me (my furryness, my bronyness my immaturity, even though im more mature then her, she insults my weight, my life choices, everything i like or do...bu I do truely still love her (as a friend I mean) I just wish things could go back to the way they were before news years eve when she turned on me i miss the old melody or rather melody in general since there is no new melody really now she only uses the human name
(its not inked i just turned the sketch black for posting i may finish this later but idk it makes me cry)
I just I needed to vent I miss my lil sis so much I'm tryin to still be friends with the human but it's hard when she hates everything about me (my furryness, my bronyness my immaturity, even though im more mature then her, she insults my weight, my life choices, everything i like or do...bu I do truely still love her (as a friend I mean) I just wish things could go back to the way they were before news years eve when she turned on me i miss the old melody or rather melody in general since there is no new melody really now she only uses the human name
(its not inked i just turned the sketch black for posting i may finish this later but idk it makes me cry)
Category Artwork (Digital) / Animal related (non-anthro)
Species Dog (Other)
Size 1087 x 1280px
File Size 119 kB
i have no idea on new years eve it began with a text she asked what i was doing i said furry new year party she asked what a furry was i reminded her she was and i was and all that confused hadnt said what it was and then she started ranting all this stuff about wearing tails (she knew i do this) and it being childish and she wasnt one and never had been a long time later she admitted she had been but now hated the idea and thats when i closed her account for her (this is the very abridged version of what happened curses and insults from her mostly removed)
ouch!!!
something or maybe even someone else must have hurt her in a way to hate furries... cuz honestly, nobody really changes opinion just all od a sudden for no reason... and no, faking you like something to later admit you hate it after having done it for a while isn't really valid either...
maybe she needs some time off to think... i still hope that she gets back to you soon... maybe not as a furry, but as a friend at least...
*hugs*
something or maybe even someone else must have hurt her in a way to hate furries... cuz honestly, nobody really changes opinion just all od a sudden for no reason... and no, faking you like something to later admit you hate it after having done it for a while isn't really valid either...
maybe she needs some time off to think... i still hope that she gets back to you soon... maybe not as a furry, but as a friend at least...
*hugs*
no she wasnt faking she truely was a furry i think she was faking forgetting what a furry was though maybe idk it would have been easier to tell in person but this was texts
oh we have spent time together since calls and even one awful time at her house when she told me my life choices are all stupid and im too fat to do anything i want to and told me i need to deal withit when she had on a show she knows terrifies me and i was sitting there eyes closed ears covered crying begging in the comercials for her to change it (ya the comercials because i actualy respect her) most of her calls and texts are more insults at my maturity and when i try to tell her about something cool ( examles torchwood and doctor who) she tells me its stupid and i only like it because of my 5 year old persona (which she wont say fursona but whatever) and i try to explain theres more to me then that and id never let my five year old side see torchwood (so not appropriate) and i do things 19 year olds do as well as five year old stuff but she just doesnt get it (note that shes never actualy watched any of these shows herself nor did she even know what they were till i told her)
oh we have spent time together since calls and even one awful time at her house when she told me my life choices are all stupid and im too fat to do anything i want to and told me i need to deal withit when she had on a show she knows terrifies me and i was sitting there eyes closed ears covered crying begging in the comercials for her to change it (ya the comercials because i actualy respect her) most of her calls and texts are more insults at my maturity and when i try to tell her about something cool ( examles torchwood and doctor who) she tells me its stupid and i only like it because of my 5 year old persona (which she wont say fursona but whatever) and i try to explain theres more to me then that and id never let my five year old side see torchwood (so not appropriate) and i do things 19 year olds do as well as five year old stuff but she just doesnt get it (note that shes never actualy watched any of these shows herself nor did she even know what they were till i told her)
maybe in a way (at least her own way) she is trying to help you "mature"... maybe she thinks, or has the notion, that being a furry (especially a babyfur) is some sort of psychological problem... that this is a way to hide yourself from the world and prevent yourself from "maturing", from "growing up"... that "normal" people wouldn't do such "childish" things and that the only cure for it is to leave it and get on with your life ("mature")...
She could have faked forgetting that she was a fur mainly for that reason... she might think that she called herself a fur because she had some sort problem, and thus she wants to forget the fact she was ever a furry... telling herself that all furs have a sick problem and are disgusting, ignoring the fact that it's a wrong idea and that she once was a furry herself...
The insults are probably her way to make you feel awful about being a furry so you too can leave it and "be a normal person"... she might be trying to make you see the "light", to let you see "what you are doing wrong"... and plus, if this is true, she doesn't want to be friends with someone who can be criticized, made fun of, is "sick", for this could affect her "reputation" and more...
I duno, but this is just my guess to a reason why she would do this... to why anyone would do this...
(and I speak of this idea mainly from my life cuz I once thought all of this about the ABDL community...)
She could have faked forgetting that she was a fur mainly for that reason... she might think that she called herself a fur because she had some sort problem, and thus she wants to forget the fact she was ever a furry... telling herself that all furs have a sick problem and are disgusting, ignoring the fact that it's a wrong idea and that she once was a furry herself...
The insults are probably her way to make you feel awful about being a furry so you too can leave it and "be a normal person"... she might be trying to make you see the "light", to let you see "what you are doing wrong"... and plus, if this is true, she doesn't want to be friends with someone who can be criticized, made fun of, is "sick", for this could affect her "reputation" and more...
I duno, but this is just my guess to a reason why she would do this... to why anyone would do this...
(and I speak of this idea mainly from my life cuz I once thought all of this about the ABDL community...)
oh ya shes said that many times that i need to grow up but it just came sosuddenly and what she doesnt understand is i am mature i can act mature when i need to and childish when i dont im in control of it
if the insults are for that reason why the insults on my weight and life choices?
if the insults are for that reason why the insults on my weight and life choices?
the last reason... just like the idiots who call themselves popular, they don't hang out with people who aren't up to their standards (including physical appearance, tastes for music and other things, and other life choices)...
she might be trying to change you in order to "have a better life" according to her standards...
*shrugs*
she might be trying to change you in order to "have a better life" according to her standards...
*shrugs*
Comments