
I get jealous when I see you talking to them, ignoring me.
When and why did you throw me aside.
When did you decide I was not worth tyour attention.
I don't understand.
We were so close for almost 4 years.
Where did you go?
It's a year since we completely lost contact.
And my heart is still breaking.
I am falling apart, showing my ugliest side to the world.
I don't even care to put up walls.
I am ignoring reality.
You still linger in my mind.
All those times.
Like when we had movie nights and did silly stuff.
All the art we gave to eachother randomly.
Now I see you do it with others.
What you said only we would do.
You suddenly locked me out.
I tried getting over you.
But I just can't.
--
Ventig someeee~
When and why did you throw me aside.
When did you decide I was not worth tyour attention.
I don't understand.
We were so close for almost 4 years.
Where did you go?
It's a year since we completely lost contact.
And my heart is still breaking.
I am falling apart, showing my ugliest side to the world.
I don't even care to put up walls.
I am ignoring reality.
You still linger in my mind.
All those times.
Like when we had movie nights and did silly stuff.
All the art we gave to eachother randomly.
Now I see you do it with others.
What you said only we would do.
You suddenly locked me out.
I tried getting over you.
But I just can't.
--
Ventig someeee~
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Sounds similar to what happened to me...
Even though I'm not even out of my teens yet, I used to have all sorts of nasty habits; alcohol, smoking, drugs, and all of that made my depression and other issues worse.
This person saved me from myself, and even got me to quit all my habits cold turkey...
Then just like that *poof* gone x.x
Even though I'm not even out of my teens yet, I used to have all sorts of nasty habits; alcohol, smoking, drugs, and all of that made my depression and other issues worse.
This person saved me from myself, and even got me to quit all my habits cold turkey...
Then just like that *poof* gone x.x
I know the feeling :c
I still have them on facebook, and not that I am on facebook often, but when I am, I always see something she wrote and she's like: omg me and -whatever the others name is- are going to do -this- and -that-.
And I'm like. BUt me. why did you just throw me away. We used to do that all the time ; A ;
I still have them on facebook, and not that I am on facebook often, but when I am, I always see something she wrote and she's like: omg me and -whatever the others name is- are going to do -this- and -that-.
And I'm like. BUt me. why did you just throw me away. We used to do that all the time ; A ;
That's how I am when I log onto Facebook, too, only it's old messages I see, just cropping up memories ;~; I really need to delete them, but I know that if I try, I'll just end up scrolling through and making myself cry T~T
Anyway, I'm sorry you're going through that, too, it's so hard to go through that! >.<
Anyway, I'm sorry you're going through that, too, it's so hard to go through that! >.<
Oh ><""" its bitter sweet to have them,isnt it? they bring up good memories, but at the same time they are just like " remember when they were like your best friend? LAWL THAT WAS GREAT WASNT IT?!? "
I would say I still have mine that the person made for me, but the computer that has them all is not working... I think that's for the best though >.>""" I'd do nothing but stare at them and sob all day, truth be told >.>"""
You're welcome, and if you need to talk, feel free to note me, even idle chatter can help sometimes ^^ I wouldn't still be here if it didn't x.x
I would say I still have mine that the person made for me, but the computer that has them all is not working... I think that's for the best though >.>""" I'd do nothing but stare at them and sob all day, truth be told >.>"""
You're welcome, and if you need to talk, feel free to note me, even idle chatter can help sometimes ^^ I wouldn't still be here if it didn't x.x
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