Why so sad?

Well, I am sad cause I've been sick for the past week with possibly mono and my bike is broken and I need to lose a lot of weight and I live too far away from my girlfriend and I hate my music :I He's sad in the picture probably because I didn't draw him with his normal lemur :/ orrrrr because his tail bandana is wrapped around his fat butt.

What the squid said.

Well, I am sad cause I've been sick for the past week with possibly mono and my bike is broken and I need to lose a lot of weight and I live too far away from my girlfriend and I hate my music :I He's sad in the picture probably because I didn't draw him with his normal lemur :/ orrrrr because his tail bandana is wrapped around his fat butt.

You're young and its normal to feel all bewildered, even when you got stuff to smile about.

It's also normal young or old, to over burden one's mind with silly BS that often is more concocted by insecure minds and shit than any actual problem. Like you losing weight. You're a little guy. You hardly have any weight to lose. You look totally fine. STOP HATIN. ON YOURSELF.

Yea Long Distance Relationships can be a bitch. First and last time I did that, mine was 3,000 miles away. Yours, is barely 3 hours away, so look at it from that point of view if you can. When love continues to progress and the heart and mind want what they want bad enough, time will take care of it for you. For both. You'll find a way to get her here or you there, permanently. Just takes time man. It makes you long for them and your soul sad I know. It makes you cry hard and feel so helpless when you need or want them and they're so seemingly far. But it also makes your time with them, however long or short, that much more precious and wonderful. Like insanely wonderful. The smallest things soon become gigantic and mean the world to you when you're able to be together.

What'd I just get finished sayin about hatin? Nigga don't make me pimp slap you with my pimp hand o_O.

*Chuckles and shakes head*

Well, obviously, and this isn't a bad thing, you're usin your woes and concerns in your pictures. But yea that's not bad. Just a form of therapy is all, and shit that isn't a bad thing! Just try and see some good too, in yourself especially. And stop hatin. Know things will be fine and you are loved more than you realize little dude.

Meh, I dun think this little sketch is really any therapy. I'm sad, sure, but mostly just because I haven't been out of the house since last week :I Well, excluding today because I finally went out and did some errands and found out I've either got to replay or repair the fork of my bike. And I'm kinda worried about this whole mono thing: if I do turn out to have mono, I'm gonna have to stay home about till school starts back up. And that would just be greeeeaaaaaaaaat :T I would probably kill myself from the boredom. But we don't even know yet, so, whatever -_- I miss Zahz, but I am completely understanding of the whole "she's only 3 hours away" thing. Again, I've been inside, in the dark, for an entire week. I've had no human contact except for texting with her. So, yeah, I've been lonely. And even when I'm not sick I'm either home and inside or at work and inside. I'm not exactly geared to be very optimistic or not lonely as it is.

But, that's more or less just me. That's why I like Zahz so much: she's peppy where I'm level headed. She's optimistic where I'm realistic. Where she's spontaneous I'm calculated. Kinda got that whole yin-yang thing, I suppose :P And who knows, even if we don't last, I'm still happy to have had some time with her and to have learned a few things from her. Though I do have hope that we last.

Ugh, I hate it when I sound like the dumb kids at my school who are convinced they are in love and get married right out of high school 3:<

Also, as far as losing weight goes, I do honestly need to lose weight. I'm pushing 200 right now and with my family's history of health, I'll be death by 30 if I don't maintain at least some level of fitness. It just so happens that I also would love the confidence boost from losing weight right now. But first i gotta get my bike fixed 3:<

Maybe not this one but the idea in general, using drawing, art, to get one's frustrations out, can sometimes be beneficial.

Hm that's pretty unpleasant. Waiting back on tests for that or?

Dumb question but you ever just go for a drive? Go somewhere you never have, somewhere that looks interesting or fuck, somewhere you've never been and wanna know what its like. You got a vehicle so you have freedom.

Heh gotta love how that works. It can be both a blessing and or a curse, and or both. It's good to have someone who fills in the things we lack or can (in a positive non overly burdening way) counter us in areas we need lifting up. It's a puzzle piece and hopefully the pieces fit together well enough to make a more complete picture. <insertadditionalgenericrelationshipmetaphors>

*Chuckles* I didn't think about it like that. You're simply speaking from honesty and genuine feelings. You didn't say you were just hoping to marry her and all that.

Well almost anyone could say that but I'm saying it in way of, you're NOT fat. Like Purity's goofy ass always saying hes fat, despite the clear obvious. Just cause he hasn't gone tone muscle mass and a 6 pack, apparently hes fat. Silly humans.

Funny, when others like me here for example try to honestly give you one, you shoot it down;P. S'ok though..I get it, when one achieves a certain thing or level they're shooting for, it's a lot easier to accept or feel confidence.

Hope you feel gooder soon.(yes gooder)