
Hey! wow! look! vent art…. eeeh I don’t do it often and I try not to… but I hey I’m an artist *snurk* its only natural.
Anyway… I try not show this kind of side of me. I don’t talk about myself much at all. The reason being is that I have nothing to share worth a damn. Safe to say that I’m not happy. Someone asked me if I was happy a while ago and I told them the truth. I’m not, there are only degrees of less worry. If you all knew the kind of life I’m living, you too would think its pathetic. Its gotten to the point where if other people are enjoying themselves, my knee-jerk reaction is to get upset. If I’m not enjoying things, neither should them. Though I’m able to shove it to the side…at least 90 percent of the time…it’s still something I don’t like feeling it but i cant help it.
There is so much more I could say about the problem…my life…but my mind won’t let me. It feels pointless.
Hey look! I colored something!
Anyway… I try not show this kind of side of me. I don’t talk about myself much at all. The reason being is that I have nothing to share worth a damn. Safe to say that I’m not happy. Someone asked me if I was happy a while ago and I told them the truth. I’m not, there are only degrees of less worry. If you all knew the kind of life I’m living, you too would think its pathetic. Its gotten to the point where if other people are enjoying themselves, my knee-jerk reaction is to get upset. If I’m not enjoying things, neither should them. Though I’m able to shove it to the side…at least 90 percent of the time…it’s still something I don’t like feeling it but i cant help it.
There is so much more I could say about the problem…my life…but my mind won’t let me. It feels pointless.
Hey look! I colored something!
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Wolf
Size 1280 x 680px
File Size 64 kB
It looks like you might need something new in your life, something fresh and light, be it as simple as getting out for a walk a day to as complicated as a person or friend in your life. It's a sticky, messy hole to be in and it's really hard to get out of once you've hit those points in your life. There are probably most of the time where you walk around with a tired, blurry mindset and you can't seem to shake the mist. I would suggest trying to find something to distract yourself, not take over your life mind you, but to give you a little light at the beginning middle or end of the day.
hmm. sounds like you dont have it any good now. its bad that you dont feel any good now. but I never say you're pathetic to something like this, sometimes we just feel down and such for some reason, or no reason at all.
well, maybe you like to try to change something? you know, break the lines you usually do? by that, I mean what you do daily or weekly, besides drawing and such. maybe something you always wanted to do but havent really done it before.
hope you get better soon! *big hugs you, but gently as much as I can* <x3
well, maybe you like to try to change something? you know, break the lines you usually do? by that, I mean what you do daily or weekly, besides drawing and such. maybe something you always wanted to do but havent really done it before.
hope you get better soon! *big hugs you, but gently as much as I can* <x3
well I know the feeling .I do bitch a lot tho, and trust me you are wright, it is pointless XD.
Well maybe not entirely I find the venting every now and then stops me from stabbing my self. So there.
By the way I guess you don't want to hear this, but he looks fucking cute on the pic XD
Wanna pat him on the head.. would probably lose an arm in the process.
Well maybe not entirely I find the venting every now and then stops me from stabbing my self. So there.
By the way I guess you don't want to hear this, but he looks fucking cute on the pic XD
Wanna pat him on the head.. would probably lose an arm in the process.
It sucks that you feel so low man, but don't go and come down on yourself over it. 'That's' when it becomes 'pathetic' and I know for a fact that you're a strong willed guy, I know you'll bounce back from this just like before, and I know you'll be stronger than before. So don't let it all get to you and weigh you down big guy. Just take things one sketch at a time, okay?
favoriting because i know some variant of this feeling, and it's good artwork. i find just venting and bitching about them rarely helps, unless the person you're bitching to actually listens, considers your viewpoint and emotions, and responds in a way that says they genuinely seem to want to help.
I tend to whine so badly in these kind of moments. I've almost lost a school year because of that. Be decisive, find a breach to get out of it. Every life form cannot be 100% negative or positive. A mind has its own balance to keep and it's normal to lose a bit in those times. I can't much help and i feel sorry for that.
On the other hand you've done a quite work right there
On the other hand you've done a quite work right there
I'm really sorry hon. Really sorry that so many things in your life are holding you back from being happy and moving on with your life. :<
I'm most sorry though that I am so absent and I am not around if you happen to feel like talking. I hate that I've been so bad in my friend duties u.u
Try not to let this all get you down too much though. **hugs**
You are a strong guy and the fact that you are able to push it aside and not just complain all the time, etc. shows a lot of character. It also takes a strong guy to sacrifice so much for others.
Just hang in there. <3
On another note your coloring looks great in this. ^^;
Pretty atmospheric and everything. You should do more, keep it going.
I'm most sorry though that I am so absent and I am not around if you happen to feel like talking. I hate that I've been so bad in my friend duties u.u
Try not to let this all get you down too much though. **hugs**
You are a strong guy and the fact that you are able to push it aside and not just complain all the time, etc. shows a lot of character. It also takes a strong guy to sacrifice so much for others.
Just hang in there. <3
On another note your coloring looks great in this. ^^;
Pretty atmospheric and everything. You should do more, keep it going.
Been going through a lot of this myself lately. This last year has been pretty bad for it. They diagnosed me with a pretty serious anxiety disorder this spring so I know how this can feel and I also know nothing anyone can say can make you feel all that comforted. Just know it does pass and it passes faster if you reach out for some kind of help. I am not saying see a shrink, I am not saying take meds, just talk to someone who has been educated in the chemical structures of the brain, they can help better diagnose and teach you things to control it before it manifests in physical symptoms that will add to your misery. It did worlds for me and even though adjusting has thrown me for a loop I feel much clearer. There is always a way out is my point, you don't have to remain stuck.
Simply being able to have these thoughts gives every trait of how someone can remain
"Humane." We all have these feelings of self awareness, showing signs of caution, and
sadly regret for decisions we make everyday either if it's big or small. For showing something
like this? You shouldn't feel guilty, but to know that there are people out there who care deeply about you, not as an artist,
not as a person to give people smiles, but as a friend,...and they'll always be there to lend an ear to listen.
This is may be a vent, but it's also a remeinder on when these things happen. It's like you get a flat tire,
you fix the tire, and then you be on your way to start anew Just know that you aren't alone in this world. <:3
"Humane." We all have these feelings of self awareness, showing signs of caution, and
sadly regret for decisions we make everyday either if it's big or small. For showing something
like this? You shouldn't feel guilty, but to know that there are people out there who care deeply about you, not as an artist,
not as a person to give people smiles, but as a friend,...and they'll always be there to lend an ear to listen.
This is may be a vent, but it's also a remeinder on when these things happen. It's like you get a flat tire,
you fix the tire, and then you be on your way to start anew Just know that you aren't alone in this world. <:3
So, this is the scene at the start of the movie where failing CEO Daigo is desperately searching for a means of pulling his company out of the gutter, and only through the help of a kind hearted young muse does he find both love and a means of regaining his former success? >.>
You're really nice in person (Met you at SoreThumb's I believe). It's good to vent. You've got a lot of people looking out for you in the community, so don't despair.
I just got out of a serious emotional breakdown myself... I may not know what you're going through exactly, but I empathize when it comes to... having a rough time of things.
I just got out of a serious emotional breakdown myself... I may not know what you're going through exactly, but I empathize when it comes to... having a rough time of things.
This is a great drawing. If all your vent art is this good, I think you should do more.
As for the rest ... I think you're cooler than you realize. I'm imagining you in the most pathetic living situation I can think of, and even in that context, I still think you're cool.
Whatever the case, I'm sure you'll pull yourself out of it as soon as you can. Sometimes, when things get REALLY bad, the trick is to let yourself get angry enough to do something about it. People are afraid if they feel their anger they'll hurt someone, but anger can also be channeled into getting shit done. Hope that's helpful.
As for the rest ... I think you're cooler than you realize. I'm imagining you in the most pathetic living situation I can think of, and even in that context, I still think you're cool.
Whatever the case, I'm sure you'll pull yourself out of it as soon as you can. Sometimes, when things get REALLY bad, the trick is to let yourself get angry enough to do something about it. People are afraid if they feel their anger they'll hurt someone, but anger can also be channeled into getting shit done. Hope that's helpful.
*Is squeezed* You're very welcome! I always get a little worried when I see vent art. Not just because someone's upset but also because I want to fave it since it's good art but I don't want to seem like I'm happy they're upset. LOL
I'm very happy to hear that you're feeling better. :) Let's keep it that way! XD
I'm very happy to hear that you're feeling better. :) Let's keep it that way! XD
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