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So this is pretty much my current body thinking about my high school body. Right now I’m not so happy with how I look and weigh. I have a very supportive fiance who doesn’t care how I look, he sees me as beautiful but I’ve had some not so supportive parents in my life.
Even at my smallest I was 130lbs, only 5lbs over my ideal body weight and my father wasn’t happy with it. He would say that I was overweight and I needed to lose that weight. From the shows that I watched and the environment I was in with school, I wanted that supermodel body but I’m short 5’3” not 5’6”+. In high school I was in marching band and swim team so for the whole year I was exercising and keeping busy. I still stayed at 130lbs and with my father’s berating, I still felt fat. I would constantly tell my boyfriend at the time, “Are you sure you don’t want a skinny girl like them?”
Now that I think about back then I wasn’t fat like my father thought and now that I am overweight and my parents get on me, I kinda ignore them since that’s what my dad has been saying all my teenage life. My mother didn’t defend me in my teenage years but never said anything bad. She worries about my weight now because of the possible health issues it could bring. I can understand what she’s thinking but I still can’t take them seriously with all the emotional/mental issues they put me through in high school. But I do want to lose the weight but it’s so hard to motivate myself, all I want to do is watch my shows and clean the house and either play video games or draw. I hate making excuses that “I’m busy with fixing up the house” or “working nights makes it harder for you to lose weight”. My mom wants me to either gets some sort of weight loss help from the doctor or have them refer me to a nutritionist/bariatric surgeon. I think the bariactric surgeon is a bit overboard as I think they will only take ppl over 100lbs but I think I do need help. Right now I need to conserve money and lets face it, junk food is cheaper than healthy food. Plus it lasts longer but I know I need to eat healthier. Hell I eat healthier now than I did in high school.
Anyway, just ignore this block of text, I just needed to vent…
Even at my smallest I was 130lbs, only 5lbs over my ideal body weight and my father wasn’t happy with it. He would say that I was overweight and I needed to lose that weight. From the shows that I watched and the environment I was in with school, I wanted that supermodel body but I’m short 5’3” not 5’6”+. In high school I was in marching band and swim team so for the whole year I was exercising and keeping busy. I still stayed at 130lbs and with my father’s berating, I still felt fat. I would constantly tell my boyfriend at the time, “Are you sure you don’t want a skinny girl like them?”
Now that I think about back then I wasn’t fat like my father thought and now that I am overweight and my parents get on me, I kinda ignore them since that’s what my dad has been saying all my teenage life. My mother didn’t defend me in my teenage years but never said anything bad. She worries about my weight now because of the possible health issues it could bring. I can understand what she’s thinking but I still can’t take them seriously with all the emotional/mental issues they put me through in high school. But I do want to lose the weight but it’s so hard to motivate myself, all I want to do is watch my shows and clean the house and either play video games or draw. I hate making excuses that “I’m busy with fixing up the house” or “working nights makes it harder for you to lose weight”. My mom wants me to either gets some sort of weight loss help from the doctor or have them refer me to a nutritionist/bariatric surgeon. I think the bariactric surgeon is a bit overboard as I think they will only take ppl over 100lbs but I think I do need help. Right now I need to conserve money and lets face it, junk food is cheaper than healthy food. Plus it lasts longer but I know I need to eat healthier. Hell I eat healthier now than I did in high school.
Anyway, just ignore this block of text, I just needed to vent…
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I understand perfectly, I've even got the same stats as you.
Try and focus on being healthy and strong - and ignore the weight, you'll improve your energy levels and feel extra sexy for it. My weight tends to go up and down a lot really, really fast. I try and throw a banana or an apple in my purse, so when I get hungry I will eat that first instead of going to buy food at the closest shop. I also really don't like working out since I feel awkward around others, you could try my home-routine if you'd like. It takes less than 10 mins and its simply: 40 jumping jacks, 30 sit-ups, 20 squats, and 10 push ups. <3
Try and focus on being healthy and strong - and ignore the weight, you'll improve your energy levels and feel extra sexy for it. My weight tends to go up and down a lot really, really fast. I try and throw a banana or an apple in my purse, so when I get hungry I will eat that first instead of going to buy food at the closest shop. I also really don't like working out since I feel awkward around others, you could try my home-routine if you'd like. It takes less than 10 mins and its simply: 40 jumping jacks, 30 sit-ups, 20 squats, and 10 push ups. <3
I know right? Its like you want to say to them, "what are you doing here? you're done already!" xD
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