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the only thing harder for me than being alone is learning to accept that people want to be let in and want to like me and be friends with me.
sorry for being so guarded sometimes I really like you, I swear. I'm just scared that you'll peel back the layers and dislike what you find. I'm pretty sure it's the anxiety talking.
it has to be.
the only thing harder for me than being alone is learning to accept that people want to be let in and want to like me and be friends with me.
sorry for being so guarded sometimes I really like you, I swear. I'm just scared that you'll peel back the layers and dislike what you find. I'm pretty sure it's the anxiety talking.
it has to be.
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Its more of a social awkwardness type of thing that only goes away after a certain period of time with another has passed.
I literally wanted to bite my tongue and drown in my own blood to not meet my roommate who I've only messaged online.
So really the only way through it is to squeak out the greetings in the best way you can.
I literally wanted to bite my tongue and drown in my own blood to not meet my roommate who I've only messaged online.
So really the only way through it is to squeak out the greetings in the best way you can.
I figure that awkwardness has to do with it. Like, quite a lot. I also have social anxieties, which definitely doesn't help. :c
Sounds like an unpleasant experience. Hope it ended well for you!
Thank you for the advice. I'm trying my best to be more open to people and be less afraid of people in general.
Sounds like an unpleasant experience. Hope it ended well for you!
Thank you for the advice. I'm trying my best to be more open to people and be less afraid of people in general.
Yeah, it's a bit of a vicious cycle really, it kind of stinks. I'm pretty sure it has to do with the fear of losing people afterwards, or having them not like the "real" you (general you here). :P
That being said, I'm sure you're a lovely peep, don't be afraid of popping by if you want someone to chat to! :3
That being said, I'm sure you're a lovely peep, don't be afraid of popping by if you want someone to chat to! :3
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