There's an age where my normal confident self awareness is completely shattered. As an adult, I am strong, independent, and very aware of my abilities and limitations. However somewhere around the age of 22-27 months old, all that goes completely out the window. Suddenly, I'm plagued with a general, vague fear of pretty much anything. There's really nothing I can do about it as it's simply a matter of my hormonal imbalance at that age, but the only thing that really soothes me during these times is Bella.
Bella, my rock, my anchor, and the source of all my strength when I regress. There was a time way back when we first met, that I was terrified of actually seeking comfort from her when I was like this, fearing that my neediness was going to drive her away, not knowing what exactly our relationship actually was. It wasn't until we actually figured out where we stood as a couple that I became comfortable with needing her as much as I do.
I'm afraid I can be a little clingy at this age, but Bella really doesn't mind, and neither do I now. There's a certain pure joy in simply snuggling together on the sofa or having her lie down beside me and rubbing my back. I don't know what I'd do without her, it's as simple as that.
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Bella, my rock, my anchor, and the source of all my strength when I regress. There was a time way back when we first met, that I was terrified of actually seeking comfort from her when I was like this, fearing that my neediness was going to drive her away, not knowing what exactly our relationship actually was. It wasn't until we actually figured out where we stood as a couple that I became comfortable with needing her as much as I do.
I'm afraid I can be a little clingy at this age, but Bella really doesn't mind, and neither do I now. There's a certain pure joy in simply snuggling together on the sofa or having her lie down beside me and rubbing my back. I don't know what I'd do without her, it's as simple as that.
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Category All / Baby fur
Species Badger
Size 1280 x 1280px
File Size 1.05 MB
Quite a bit like Kammy, actually, but with a little darker origin. I've made no secret that she was an inspiration for my own character. . Yes, he does return to his adult form, and does in fact age (relatively) normally as an adult. His condition is not caused by a body fully saturated with FOY as is Kammy's, but rather it produces it's own FOY when he experiences a spike in adrenaline levels which then works it's way out of his system naturally, returning him to his true age.
Yup. Any form of adrenaline rush will do it to him, fear, excitement, things of that nature. Usually it's something that startles him, unexpected loud noises for example, but also long periods of anxiety can have the same effect. He can sometimes prevent the regression by getting himself back under control, but he's not always successful.
Hahaha yup. That has been a problem for him in the past, actually. Shortly after the incident which caused his condition, he was very angry at the world, and it would cause him to regress. Of course, he's still quite dangerous even as a cub. He's surprisingly strong and still has access to his military training, so he has been known to cause some damage. He has that pretty much under control now and is extremely cautious of his anger.
The way I see it, if a canine character of mine were to b in those fights, is prefer using the short temper, cuz he cud scare the opposition to where they're crying for mommy like babies, (he LOVES horror, but bears no special abilities, nor do any of my fursonas excluding a bit of technology but it has nothing to do w/regression).
Well, Brock would certainly never do anything to hurt another cub, he really doesn't even have much interaction with other cubs if he can avoid it. He has been known to be rather harsh with bullies though. Never hurting them (much) physically, but certainly putting them in their place and making sure that anybody who was being picked on sees the humiliation.
*nods* Brock has no abilities or technology beyond his own training and the physical strength common to badgers (though, he would be considered strong even amongst his own species). He certainly wouldn't wish regression on another person, even his own worst enemy. Interesting that your pup can change another's species though.
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