Schadenfreude (ˈʃaːdənfrɔydə) (Noun)
- delight in another's misfortune
[German: from Schaden harm + Freude joy]

Your woe is my joy.

Due to my hard outer appearance, people seem to think I don't experience a little joy. But, the truth is, I do: but at your expense.

I happen to stumble into Knuxlight's stream, and he offered to draw my character something in contrast to what people see me, only for it to look far more demonic than it should be.

Sad face lollipop is rather sad. It knows the impending doom that results in said smile.

Sketch by  knuxlight