
Two months ago, today, the decision was made for
greyloch and I to separate as partners in the face of challenges that had unfortunately placed enough strain for our relationship to be over. After the move, the apartment grew emptier with each trip back to New York, and it became more and more apparent that things weren't going to have a second chance to go back to the way they were, even when the opportunities presented themselves. Last weekend was the last batch, and was just as emotionally trying as the first.
The reality of losing you remains very present both in my home and in my heart. I'm glad to have motivated you and helped you grow in so many ways, and I'm sad to see you go as you start a new chapter of your life. But it's important for you to continue to explore, to evolve, and to experience fresh and exciting adventures that you need and want that make you happy, ones that I probably would have never been able to provide for you.
You are someone who was very special to me, someone who is incredibly talented, and someone who can and will achieve the wildest potentials you set yourself to. I just hope that I can have the privilege of watching you continue to grow from the sidelines and that we don't lose each other completely from each other's lives.
I never doubted you made me believe... that deep down inside you really cared for me. And I hope that you can truthfully say that we were something, that what we had shared with each other was something that truly can't be replaced.
Be well, Ricky - I love you.

The reality of losing you remains very present both in my home and in my heart. I'm glad to have motivated you and helped you grow in so many ways, and I'm sad to see you go as you start a new chapter of your life. But it's important for you to continue to explore, to evolve, and to experience fresh and exciting adventures that you need and want that make you happy, ones that I probably would have never been able to provide for you.
You are someone who was very special to me, someone who is incredibly talented, and someone who can and will achieve the wildest potentials you set yourself to. I just hope that I can have the privilege of watching you continue to grow from the sidelines and that we don't lose each other completely from each other's lives.
I never doubted you made me believe... that deep down inside you really cared for me. And I hope that you can truthfully say that we were something, that what we had shared with each other was something that truly can't be replaced.
Be well, Ricky - I love you.
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This literally brought me to tears J.D....*breaks down and sobs*
I'm glad at least you both came to terms and things ended on a better note, even with as hard and trying as it is. I've been through many relationships already, in just the short span of 2 years...and sad to say I've not had a moment like this...where me and my partner came to terms.
It always ended in tragedy, but that aside, I'm beyond happy to see you still alive and well, and to have you continuing to be MY inspirtation, as a dancer, and as a person.
I'm glad at least you both came to terms and things ended on a better note, even with as hard and trying as it is. I've been through many relationships already, in just the short span of 2 years...and sad to say I've not had a moment like this...where me and my partner came to terms.
It always ended in tragedy, but that aside, I'm beyond happy to see you still alive and well, and to have you continuing to be MY inspirtation, as a dancer, and as a person.
"If you truly love someone, you want nothing more than their happiness, even if it must be as their friend and nothing more." My relationship words that I live by.
I may not know you that well, JD, but I'm sad that you two broke up, yet glad to see you are handling it so well. *Offers hugs*
I may not know you that well, JD, but I'm sad that you two broke up, yet glad to see you are handling it so well. *Offers hugs*
If I weren't such a butt hole, I'd be crying too... But this is the exact reason I've become such a butt hole.
It might not work for all, but putting up my wall has never failed me (SUCK IT DOCTOR PHIL)!!! (sorry JD).
I haven't heard anything like this in a while now, and it's really struck a nerve, because I've been thru it.
One and a half years with the person that I still love (and still loves me)... But we'll never be together
It might not work for all, but putting up my wall has never failed me (SUCK IT DOCTOR PHIL)!!! (sorry JD).
I haven't heard anything like this in a while now, and it's really struck a nerve, because I've been thru it.
One and a half years with the person that I still love (and still loves me)... But we'll never be together
very sorry to hear things are going this way for you two JD *hugs tight* you are always strong and mature and hope that carries you through this rough time.....
Haven't even chitchat with you for a long while or see how you are doing, hope to catch up sometime. Much love JD, best luck for both of you !
Haven't even chitchat with you for a long while or see how you are doing, hope to catch up sometime. Much love JD, best luck for both of you !
JD, it's times like these that I want to say "love will find a way" and indeed sometimes it does. I like to believe that great obstacles can be overcome but maybe there is something even more important for me to learn from having read your post. I think that loving someone so much you can even let them go, shows how deep and unconditional your love was.
I think that you are an incredibly strong and mature person for handling the situation the way you have. I wish I was half the man you were. I can only say that I can relate, though perhaps in different ways. I wish the best for you both, though there is not much more I can say. I just wanted you to know that sharing this means a lot to someone who is struggling with feelings not unlike your own. Thank you so much for that.
I hope my words don't seem pretentious or to take away from the purpose of your post.
*big hugs*
I think that you are an incredibly strong and mature person for handling the situation the way you have. I wish I was half the man you were. I can only say that I can relate, though perhaps in different ways. I wish the best for you both, though there is not much more I can say. I just wanted you to know that sharing this means a lot to someone who is struggling with feelings not unlike your own. Thank you so much for that.
I hope my words don't seem pretentious or to take away from the purpose of your post.
*big hugs*
I know the feeling..I am so sorry that things had to end. I recently had to split with my love because the distance was becoming a strain. The fact that we would never be able to live together and be happy upset us both. We are best friends now but ill always feel that hurt.. Very touching words you wrote and the feels hit home.
Im so sorry
Im so sorry
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