A whole day with you, but you were not talking about anything but your experiences and wishes, I was sitting right in front of you, trying to take you to me again. The food taste changed minute to minute, to the moment I couldn't swallow anymore, but you were still telling me your experiences and wishes. but I was not there, I was just sitting in front of you. Your bedroom took my past back, remembering our moments together, I felt in love with you, but you didn't felt the same to me. Sex was common money, every saturday and sunday I was with you, but only I felt in love. You want to show me something, something I don't want to see, something that will hurt me, so its time for me to go... and I ask a final question... "What do I have to do, to make you love me as much as I still love you? Why can't it be ?" and you answer "This is all I can give you" and it was just friendship... Tears didn't came out, but the expression in my face told you to hug me. You did it, a tight hug, but there I was, with broken wings. I couldn't hug you back or cry. My inside was destroyed in a second, I couldn't speak. When you gave me freedom I turned around, and you asked me "You going walking or running?" With no words I ran away, through the streets we left our marks, the pain became more intense, but I ran away into the darkness, it was too late, there was no one there, it was cold and there was no moon, but there was a light in the horizon, my home... empty home without you...