So recently, today, I found a picture of my father holding me when I was still a baby with something written along the frame. To put it roughly, it said something along the lines of him living for my sake. Fast forward to today, less than a month away since the first year I've been living life without him. Even though it's been so long, it still hurts to stare at photos like this, because he looks so happy and content despite the pitiful, miserable state I saw him last. And still every day I regret not coming home fast enough to say goodbye to him before he passed. So this piece is just another one of those little ways that I can remember him by. Thank you for living for my sake and loving me, even if I couldn't tell if the latter was true sometimes. My only regret was not being able to tell you the same on that day.

"미안 해요, 아버지. 내가 아버지 한 번 더보고 싶어요."

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Art by  centradragon