Just like the rain life had been cold and beat down hard on me. I had a hard life of abuse. I went through childhood abuse but nothing as bad as 10 years of rape and homelessness off and on with my ex.

My ex left me homeless in all kinds of weather cold rains, to extreme hot days, to winters that were below zero.

I cried out for help from my family and friends during those times. I just got more emotional abuse and my friends left me and i pushed some away too.

Even tried attempting suicide over 8 times because of my situations in life and was legally locked in a mental institute for one year of my life because i kept reattempting. I had no where to go. I was alone and hurting.

I searched my whole life to be protected during those times. I have never been held in real life. So this art pieces shows the struggles i went through and my main fursona Sol holding Coral trying to be strong for her while breaking down herself in tears.

I am in a current loving relationship with koga and the thing with my ex (non-furry) happened over 18 months ago. It was a long and painful road. I still have nightmares and trama from this. Koga has listened and comforted me through each trigger and shown me such love. Something I prayed for your 28 years and finally found.

This is one of many vent arts I plan on doing i went through child hood abuse too.
Thank you for reading,
Sol/Coral

Art by:  eipril
Fursonas belong to  fierysolstice