I'm sorry I'm not there to help celebrate.
I'm sorry I'm so useless at times...
I hope you're having a good time.
I'll take you to dinner, one day.

Happy birthday, ... I know I'm early.

Art by me~.

(I can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't move. I wasn't sure I was going to get this done. It took so much more effort to get out of bed this morning, and finish this. I wasn't sure I was going to be able to do it. If Amber wasn't here, I would still be curled up crying.)