for those who know- I've been having a hard time
Work was shit-with a boss who was the biggest sack of shit refusing toi let me use my BIRTH surname because I "didn't live up to it" and someone who told me to just "get over" my depression etc etc
home was bad. And I mean bad bad. Endless debt an affair, and a lot of fighting.
My computer fucked itself- I'm on a different one so hundreds of files gone including commissions, refs, etc etc etc which I'm working on getting back- if not they can be replaced.
Over the pas few months I've been trying- and I mean TRYING to hike up my socks. Enough was enough. A really bad night and a little later- I started on my anti depressants, I tried talking to my family
I came out as being trans to most of them. It was okay I suppose
Work, right now, is still shit- but we're owned by another person now- someone who I get along with very well and who is friendly as fuck and will give me the hours I need to pay my debt- and I hope to be "debt free" by LATEST April of next year.
I have a relationship with two wonderful people  jinxtheminx23 and  cinnomuffin who have been amazing through this time.

And of course. A thans to all of YOU for being so fuckign patient. I KNOW i;ve been gone a million years. I KNWO I have TONS of overdue art and stuff to work on and I WILL get it done. And soon! So thank you

THANK ALL OF YOU! AND I'M GLAD I'M BACK!