What are friends? What is it to feel like someone cares? I'm just in the way. Why do I even bother trying to be something to people anymore? Is it this stupid need to be wanted? Is it that I want him to see me as I see him? Do I just want to be able to connect to something again? Why bother? I'm broken and alone. Nobody needs this burden. Maybe I should just become someone who blends in with the shadows. Or something that just looks like everyone else.

Vent art. Don't want to talk about it unless you are one of my loves. They know who they are. If you have to ask kindly fuck off.