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some nights i wish this all would end
cause i could use some friends for a change
some nights im scared youll forget me again
some nights i always in i always win
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It's so fucking hard going from 20 years of codependency to trying to make stable friendships with many people. I'm trying, I really am. I'm talking to people, but I'm so scared that I fucked it up with them because I always clung to her instead of trying to talk to them. Last year I got introduced to so many wonderful people but I ignored them all, and now I feel like my chance for friendship is gone.
I WANT stable friendships. I want to be my own strength, I want to look myself in the eye, and I want to not be a burden to the people around me. I just feel so empty now that I'm doing the right thing and giving my current relationship a break so I can find my own strength. I just want someone to talk to, I want company. I want someone I can laugh with, and not just one person. I want a group of friends for the first time in my life. Or rather, for the first time in my life a group of friends who won't just use me.
I'm not going to give up on trying to make friends. It's hard, but I know it will be worth it. I just wish I hadn't fucked it up already.
some nights i wish this all would end
cause i could use some friends for a change
some nights im scared youll forget me again
some nights i always in i always win
---
It's so fucking hard going from 20 years of codependency to trying to make stable friendships with many people. I'm trying, I really am. I'm talking to people, but I'm so scared that I fucked it up with them because I always clung to her instead of trying to talk to them. Last year I got introduced to so many wonderful people but I ignored them all, and now I feel like my chance for friendship is gone.
I WANT stable friendships. I want to be my own strength, I want to look myself in the eye, and I want to not be a burden to the people around me. I just feel so empty now that I'm doing the right thing and giving my current relationship a break so I can find my own strength. I just want someone to talk to, I want company. I want someone I can laugh with, and not just one person. I want a group of friends for the first time in my life. Or rather, for the first time in my life a group of friends who won't just use me.
I'm not going to give up on trying to make friends. It's hard, but I know it will be worth it. I just wish I hadn't fucked it up already.
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Cervine (Other)
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File Size 365.3 kB
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New opportunities present themself everyday. Go somewhere new, browse the mall, Go to a public park and bring a frisbee. Yeah you might be alone, but you also might see someone or find someone you can casually start a conversation with. New friendships can start with a smile, a word, a helping hand. That's my advice if old friends of potential friends are not working out. Sadly first impressions can be a damper on future relationships. And coming from someone to shy to say hello to most and did once and made a great friend, I think it's worth a shot for you too.
I hope it all works out you beautiful lonely soul, you deserve friends *hug*
I hope it all works out you beautiful lonely soul, you deserve friends *hug*
Thank you. *hugs* :) I'm meeting a lot of people at college, and we're making plans to hang out and such. I really want to try to make friends with the group I was introduced to, though, because I go to cons with them and I want to have fun. Maybe at the next con I'll show them that things have changed!
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