(poem: Silent thoughts)
Thoughts bare such mindless push
when hearts bound with darkened wounds
One prays for that welcoming goal
And anger braces your soul
With fading feelings pouring out
These thoughts bring no such doubt
why hold such thought
when all of it is for naught
With all dreams folding in
grasp this fog of mind
dream't along the tree lines
that part of you, shall once more be found
if your thoughts keep that anger bound.

(story)

Kitten steps out away from the path so many bound, With her eyes just casing over the top brims of her glasses. She watches as the energy flows through the nature, Remembering so much that has held her back. Through the pains, hard ships, and coldness left in her heart from others. This clearing seemed to be the best, to slide her hood down, having the suns rays no longer touching that delicate body of hers. Her eyes shift to the autumn leafs dancing with the gentle wind that seems to always follow her. While her ears twitch listening to the birds chirp. How she missed such escapes into the forest, her heart and mind raced. Dancing along the thresh hold of pain that she felt aching through her body. A smile still crept her face letting those fangs show bare.

" So what if the sun hurts me now, so what if all that I loved was taken away.. When peace comes through worlds left behind by man. Do you not wish for silence like my mind wont let me do.."

Kittens purple and blue hues moves back over her shoulder looking at the one who had been following her, a simple black crow sitting on a stump of a tree fallen. Just shook its head while its feathers puffed for a moment. Like the crow understood her words though did not like such contemplation. A soft chuckle escaped her lips, while her eyes closed slowly. Just as the winds picked up a bit stronger then before brushing her curly locks of hair around tickling her forehead. Her long tail that matched that of her bodies length poured out to follow the wind. Taking in each and ever breath of air that churned with in little field she found.

Her ears rested from the sound of birds, while Kitten felt the soft chilled air slowly creep through her fur, Her arm quickly wrapping just under her small breasts as a sigh escaped her. Kittens eyes had remained closed the whole time, not even knowing the cold air was fog slowly slipping past her body and engulfing the area of which she felt the joy of escaping the world, and the sun she so claimed that was evil only do to her being allergic to it.

Time passed all the while the civet stood with in that clearing letting her thoughts melt away from her. Almost like her thoughts were melting and forming the fog that gathered,where it was lost in nothing but mist. She would have not noticed the sun starting to set, except for her little friend that had been following her cawed. Grabbing her attention back to the outside world.

With a gentle sigh, her lips parted once more though in a much relaxed tone. " Shall we head home my friend, you seem hungry. I need to eat something as well, or I will not be able to hold this form much longer."

With those words spoken she turned and started to walk back towards the path that she had broken off of to find such a beautiful escape. Traveling back down the path towards home, with her bird flying just past her knocking her hood back up to the top of her head, Her body having shrunk a little all ready, and from that adult aspect that had stood alone in the woods, now was standing a preteen with a very loose hoody held mostly on her body thanks to her crow that pushed the hood up for her. Kittens hands nestled in her pockets just to make sure that her pants held tight to her shrinking form.

"Just let me stay old enough to get home with out being stopped by the cops " she softly pleaded to her vanishing form.

Knowing that her true form was no more then a toddler, that had been turned so long ago only with her being a elder did she finally learn to take on a more adult form while out and about traveling. Though still the need for blood and that thirst came with a greater need with her shifting to her older form so much.

(Charcter)
Character: Kitten Pesh Howler.
Age:looks about 2, though can take up a form of a teenish adult more like 16 to 18 at need (at the usage of hunger for blood and usage of blood)
Race: Civet, Vampire (elder)