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I've felt huge anxiety the past few days when I wait for my bus to arrive.
Due to a problem at the beginning of the year, I've had a few girls hate me. For things they have done to cause the problem.
Now, every time I wait for the bus in the mornings, I feel a huge weight in my chest and constant fear. They are younger than me, but I cannot help but feel like they'll say or do something to me without anyone knowing. Because of this constant fear I try to stand 10 feet or so away from the other kids, including those girls.
I want to start walking to school because of it, but the walk its miles away and I would be late for school everyday.
I cannot shake the fear of them wanting to hit or start a fight with me, I know they wont do a single thing, but the constant glaring and dirty looks scare me.

I needed to vent a little, unu;