Renae & Fenris

soooooooooo
my first ever kissing picture. ever. kindof embarassing for me to post, actually...even though I'm sort of proud of how it turned out. and um, these two are my OTP.

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So this scene is probably going to be interpreted completely differently than intended? (beware long involved and probably poorly put together explanation)

Basic rundown: Fenris belogs to to this organization called the 'Lupus' full of Wolf-Changelings who have sworn to kill all mixed bloods to 'protect' their race. Renae is a Mixed-blood (her mother was human, father a wolf-changeling). Fenris has been chasing after Renae for an upwards of 5 or so years, although throughout this time he has slowly come to realize that he was brainwashed from age one, that mixed bloods really aren't a danger (for the most part) to their people and do not deserve to be killed. slowly he came to respect, and then admire Renae [although never acknowledging these feelings- not even to himself]. In this scene he thinks he is dying (eeh he's pretty close but I bring him back so he can die at another time because I'm sadistic and apparently enjoy hurting my own feels like that) and the 'giving up' lyrics here don't mean he's giving up on living- it means he's giving up and admitting that he sort of has a thing for Renae. (did I also mention that at this point he's semi-delusional and feverish?) so he ends up kissing her. Renae has been chased around by this guy for 5+ years. She's been injured, beat down, etc. While for the most part, it wasn't Fenris personally who did these things, he's the one who tracks her and keeps showing up. When she gets kissed, there is MAJOR confusion. wut. (though deep deep down she's attracted to this mofo).

I could write more but then it would become a novel here and of itself. also, i suck at breaking things down well. but I'm also sortof hesitant to post the actual written scene/story. also I suck at explaining and it sounds a lot more mary-sue than it is.
(because I don't think people would be interested/I get really embarrassed when I post my writing of these type things because I feel like people will thinks it's badly done or cheesy or whatever. and also I haven't written enough to give the full story- just snippets and scenes here and there)

anyway, if you read ALL of that- KUDOS. and cookies. and good for you!
If you read all that, enjoyed it/are intrigued, comment! let me know what you think/want. :P