Well, I personally dig my God. He's the man!

However, if the Christen God isn't your cup of tea you may want to talk with  Katvixen as she has a lot of neat philosophies and ways of thinking when it comes to a higher being and has a lot of knowledge on all sorts of religions. I'm not saying she'll help you find a god but that she too was once filled with this feeling and may have some good advise.

I know what you mean dear, I've been deconstructing and tearing down everything I believe in to find what I actually have real faith in, and it's hard, really hard, and you forget things and they don't mean as much years later. I just want to build faith on actual experience, actual contact with the divine, not a system of beliefs or dandy sayings people tell you and catch 22 philosophies. I just encourage people to reach and listen for the divine, and build your faith upon that.