There is a very special girl that means the world to me. Nobody, I don't even think she herself will ever understand how much I love her.

You know who you are, and I know you're probably reading this right now. I want you to know how much you mean to me. I want you to know that I am admiring you, that you are on my mind more than anyone or anything else.

You give me butterflies, you make me smile uncontrollably when I think about you. I get so happy when you simply shoot me a text, I love every second we spend together, even the bad days... You are so beautiful, inside and out. You shine and stand out to me, your eyes, your voice, your scent, everything about you is absolutely perfect to me. god I'm getting teary eyed just thinking about you..

I want to lay under the stars and talk to you for hours. I want to take long walks with you. I want to travel with you. I want to deeply look into your eyes, and lean in to kiss you. I want to hold you close to me every night, and fall asleep to the sound of your heartbeat. I want to stay up all night and watch movies with you. I want to cook and bake with you. I want to jump around the house with you, screaming our favorite songs together. I want to sit on a mountain with you and watch the city lights below, with your head rested on my shoulder. I want to hold your hand. I want to go to concerts with you. There are so many things I could list off, but I don't want to overwhelm you lol..

I may not talk about this often, or..at least I think I don't. But that's only out of respect for you. I know you look at me differently than I look at you. I know our feelings for each other are different. But that's okay, because I love loving you. I love knowing I am the one who keeps that special place in my heart open for you if anything were to change.

I am so grateful for those short memories from last year, and a few months back..it just felt so right to me. I feel so comfortable with you..

Why you, you might ask? I have no idea. You yourself know how picky I am, and that it takes a lot for me to gain these feelings for someone..but I will not ever regret falling in love with you.

I can't picture myself with anyone else..I have tried, it just doesn't feel right to me. and that's totally okay, I don't need a relationship. I don't want to feel this way about anyone else. Just you. You may not be mine, but I am, and always will be yours.

I love you.

I love you so much.