Can't really help it. After what happened two nights ago, I can't get those pictures out of my head. Is it gonna happen again ? Will I be here next time ? How do you wanna sleep with that ?
Despite my revulsion against hospital, I had to talk most of the night with the doctors about coma, brain damage, and even death. Probably one of the longest night in my entire life.
When he woke up the next morning, he didn't remember anything. it's like all that night when he cried, choked and moaned for hours never happened. And I'm kind of happy he doesn't remember.
....But I will.
Despite my revulsion against hospital, I had to talk most of the night with the doctors about coma, brain damage, and even death. Probably one of the longest night in my entire life.
When he woke up the next morning, he didn't remember anything. it's like all that night when he cried, choked and moaned for hours never happened. And I'm kind of happy he doesn't remember.
....But I will.
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Aw... I'm so sorry for the both of you... No one should have to go through that...
But just remember, YOU WERE there. and that's all that really matters, you can go on to have treasured moments with him, don't focus on the bad... Just try to think of a fun thing for you two to do when he gets Back ^_^
But just remember, YOU WERE there. and that's all that really matters, you can go on to have treasured moments with him, don't focus on the bad... Just try to think of a fun thing for you two to do when he gets Back ^_^
You should sleep dude, ask him to be there for you and help you through this. But remember dude, you got there just in time for him, you saved his life, you managed to help him keep on living. Be happy about that, and dont be sad about all the what ifs. Just focus on the right now.
This, this so much. I know it's tough to just 'not worry', especially after a traumatic experience - my mom is a serial worrier and some of that's rubbed off to me - but you've got to try to stay above that as best as you can, for the health and happiness of both of you. It may take a lot of effort to shift your style of thought, but it'll be worth it.
Awww *big hugs*!!! I worry about the same thing with my best friend/neighbor. He doesn't sleep much at all, and as a result he has had two seizures in the past. So I always worry when I haven't heard from him for a few days. But it's best to not dwell on the "what ifs". Just do what you can when you can, and try to get your mind off of it a bit. Maybe go out have some fun with friends or watch something silly on tv. Anyway I hope you get some rest, and you look so handsome in that drawing!!
Good draw, yes! I know you would put it as a vent art in some way, but I do appreciate the ability you have in doing an art while emotionally and physically drained.
I will say listen to your body, not your brain if you know what I mean. Take care of yourself, and I'm sure your bf will say the same thing towards you if you see him. Sometimes you should let him handle his problems himself-and he will and should. In addition, he will care about your health as much as he cares about his.
I will say listen to your body, not your brain if you know what I mean. Take care of yourself, and I'm sure your bf will say the same thing towards you if you see him. Sometimes you should let him handle his problems himself-and he will and should. In addition, he will care about your health as much as he cares about his.
i know how you feel ^_^; my dad 4years ago when i was 16 was in a coma because of the nurse didnt check the milagrams on the medicene she used to calm him down because he was in there cause he hit his head and was anxious and frustrated unfortunatly for him he wasnt going to wake up the doctors said. i didnt really know weather to feel sad angry or upset at the time because i guess i didnt really understand the feeling of death cause it sounded to me like he's still alive just not awake. but the doctors said he wouldnt wake up so my mom decided to pull the plug. i felt like we hardly even gave him a chance to pull back and nothing i said at the time seemed to change there decision. he was in the coma for about 3 days and now ill never know if he would of came back or not. it was depressing for everybody but for me im still confused about what the feeling was its really hard to explain. it didnt feel like he was gone forever but i knew he wasnt here it was rather nostalgic.
maybe i guess i was thinking he wouldnt be gone forever because im sure someday ill see him again. in the afterlife i mean ^_^~* but i dont plan on dieing either im sure my dad would want me to wait anyways and enjoy my time here on what we call life. i hope this story cheer's you up! im sorry if it doe'snt.
btw theres a saying i live by ^_^
no matter how hard things are and how traped i feel or how much i want to give up, i made it this far might as well stick too it till the very end, and maybe just maybe there will be a few happy things to remember and take with you when the afterlife arrive's.
dont run to the afterlife wait for it!
and my favorite quote! *one chapter end's, another begin's*
maybe i guess i was thinking he wouldnt be gone forever because im sure someday ill see him again. in the afterlife i mean ^_^~* but i dont plan on dieing either im sure my dad would want me to wait anyways and enjoy my time here on what we call life. i hope this story cheer's you up! im sorry if it doe'snt.
btw theres a saying i live by ^_^
no matter how hard things are and how traped i feel or how much i want to give up, i made it this far might as well stick too it till the very end, and maybe just maybe there will be a few happy things to remember and take with you when the afterlife arrive's.
dont run to the afterlife wait for it!
and my favorite quote! *one chapter end's, another begin's*
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