It's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all,
I don't want to feel like this, Yeah,
No it's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all,
I don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault.

Inside out, upside-down twisting beside myself,
Stop that now; you're as close as it gets without touching me,
Oh no, don't make it harder than it already is,
Mmm, I feel a weakness coming on.



Top drawn by me
Bottom drawn by  eisei

Theres a long as fuck RP story to go with this but the basic gist is, Zen(white haired) fell for Cervantes(dark haired) while he was staying with them to try and fill the hole the one he loves left him with, but Cervantes is already married and Zen is plagued by guilt of what he's feeling becuas ehe knows it's wrong.

Scraps later.