it's okay, i'm okay. i'm okay.
the story for this comes tomorrow.
*reaches up for hugs though*
Story: So last night when this was started, I was admittedly jittered, all full of Mountain Dew and caffeine, and that's my fault... having lots of caffeine makes me QQ. Eheh. But not only that, I'd had some pressures about projects I'm working on crop up. One of them was a story I'm writing, that has characters that battle collective loneliness (if that's comprehensible). Things I relate to some. And I really honestly am facing some sad times ahead, I have people in my life who are very very ill and I'm worried about them.
So I thought I'd do some vent art. I'm glad there's nothing immediately threatening me, but I still am worried for these people. Add to that wanting to release this sad and jittery nervous in me, and I did this. But it didn't work, I didn't vent it out. I couldn't... feel it. And i was blaaaaah.
But I still made this, and it's still good practice. It's good to practice chibi, and there's a real challenge making the difference between making a character look chibi/super deformed and making them look like a baby. I wanted chibi/adorable, not baby, and in some places I succeeded and in others no.
So, I'm okay. But this picture still stands on its own already, for the fact that no matter how old you get, no matter how big you grow and how grown-up a life you live and your responsibilites, we're all still small and we need hugs and each other.
Inspired by
merystic's http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4104236/ Uppies art. Remember: for adorable, make tiny hands and feet, and huge head! It's soooo lovable jeez ;.;
Also thanks for the hugs everyone. ;.; *hugs with* RIght now I'm going through an unusually good mood for the season (winter makes me a bitter angry sad dragon), but the lack of sunlight and heat eventually gets to me sometimes. Thanks for lookin'!
the story for this comes tomorrow.
*reaches up for hugs though*
Story: So last night when this was started, I was admittedly jittered, all full of Mountain Dew and caffeine, and that's my fault... having lots of caffeine makes me QQ. Eheh. But not only that, I'd had some pressures about projects I'm working on crop up. One of them was a story I'm writing, that has characters that battle collective loneliness (if that's comprehensible). Things I relate to some. And I really honestly am facing some sad times ahead, I have people in my life who are very very ill and I'm worried about them.
So I thought I'd do some vent art. I'm glad there's nothing immediately threatening me, but I still am worried for these people. Add to that wanting to release this sad and jittery nervous in me, and I did this. But it didn't work, I didn't vent it out. I couldn't... feel it. And i was blaaaaah.
But I still made this, and it's still good practice. It's good to practice chibi, and there's a real challenge making the difference between making a character look chibi/super deformed and making them look like a baby. I wanted chibi/adorable, not baby, and in some places I succeeded and in others no.
So, I'm okay. But this picture still stands on its own already, for the fact that no matter how old you get, no matter how big you grow and how grown-up a life you live and your responsibilites, we're all still small and we need hugs and each other.
Inspired by
merystic's http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4104236/ Uppies art. Remember: for adorable, make tiny hands and feet, and huge head! It's soooo lovable jeez ;.;Also thanks for the hugs everyone. ;.; *hugs with* RIght now I'm going through an unusually good mood for the season (winter makes me a bitter angry sad dragon), but the lack of sunlight and heat eventually gets to me sometimes. Thanks for lookin'!
Category Scraps / Doodle
Species Western Dragon
Size 900 x 1000px
File Size 193 kB
*I hug you* I am very sorry to know what you're going through right now buddy . I hope they recover soon from their illnesses and be healthy again
I also hope that your life improves gradually, so you can be more relaxed and you can be happy
*I caress your cheek* My door will always be open to you when you need a comfort and an ear to listen to you
I also hope that your life improves gradually, so you can be more relaxed and you can be happy
*I caress your cheek* My door will always be open to you when you need a comfort and an ear to listen to you
But I'm not really... well not REALLY really going through that kinda bad stuff. Well... I am but it isn't unbearable. Or I'm not letting it tweak my head.
<_<; I don't need that kinda much comfortin'... uh, thank you though cx uh. And... I dunno, this is hard hard illness, things are hanging in the balance. It's just an unfair fact of life. :/ *shrug*
<_<; I don't need that kinda much comfortin'... uh, thank you though cx uh. And... I dunno, this is hard hard illness, things are hanging in the balance. It's just an unfair fact of life. :/ *shrug*
nah, you don't upset me (maybe is teeny exaggerated, but I APPRECIATE the why behind it, and the goodness of the intention!), thank you.
With emotions, and things, sometimes I want to just paint what I feel. I want to make visible what's in me and through me. Sometimes it's sadness, sometimes it's sensual fiery passion, sometimes it's explosive happiness or sometimes it's me pressing the detonate button. This is one of those times maybe, where I wanted to see me plus this feeling.
*hugs up* it's okay.
With emotions, and things, sometimes I want to just paint what I feel. I want to make visible what's in me and through me. Sometimes it's sadness, sometimes it's sensual fiery passion, sometimes it's explosive happiness or sometimes it's me pressing the detonate button. This is one of those times maybe, where I wanted to see me plus this feeling.
*hugs up* it's okay.
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