NEWCOMER: Tal'Tura, Baal big brother :)
I was inspired by this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11666424/
Other stuff I made of him on DA: http://xx-umbraaeternam-xx.devianta.....Tura-419421238

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SO Tal'Tura is a new character of mine, and I will use him a lot with Baal.

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I want you to hear my version of ...
Because in my coldness, I'm your big brother ...

I can’t excuse our father, because I know that we can’t forgive what he did to us; we were put against each other, forced to a rivalry that we didn't wanted. You just grow up in my shadow; I had love of father and mother, I went in school, I grew up healthy... But they make me forgotten you, even if I loved you more than anything... But when we are young, we do not understand things, there are hidden things, things we forget. People that we lose... Mom and Dad were so poor, really poor... They did not have enough money for both of us, they were easier for them to develop the first born and not the youngest...

And one night, Dad went with you, and when He came back, you were no longer with him. I looked for you in the house for weeks, months and I forgot you. I was Young too, as you... I was 5 years old... And still today I still wonder how you did while you were 3 years old at the time...

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I became a social worker to help people in poverty, understand their problems... But you came back into my life with an old photograph forget in a box. A gray photo, a photo too monotonous... Dad with a stern air, next to mom who area a little tired, a fake smile ... Me, Dad standing, holding his hand. And you, in mom's arms. I had a knife in the heart when I remembered you after these 20 years without you, Baal...

So I started looking for you ... And I found you in old bar in town, dancing on a pole, the almost naked body, and your face that inspired great joy of life. I was first surprised by your waist, you're very tall, you know? You were like a mountain, powerful and beautiful. And your eyes pierced everyone, you was a star and people screaming your name, Baal. You looked very happy and it was a weight off my shoulders... But I was also sad because it was my fault... My fault if you indulged your body for money...

Afterwards, I wanted to come back in your life, to help you. I wanted to know you, help you and apologize for the wrong that our father created around the two of us ... But when we meet again for the first time, I saw this powerful hatred in your eyes and in your voice. Your voice has a double meaning you know? This changes frequency so quickly. Your voice was so soft and became a thunder of hatred when you saw me.

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For 20 years, you have feed this anger againts me, I'm just so sorry that our father made it to us. I have made nothing in this but I understand your hatred and this is why I want to remove this from you, Baal... So I continue to meet you even if you don't want to, I smash your barricades, and I apologize, because I know you're a sensitive soul... This pain that I have seen so often in my work, I treated so many times ... But I do not know why I am not able to help you... Is it maybe because I'm too involved...

Under your massive body lies a torrent of hatred, and I know that it's because of me, of dad, about everything that the world made to you.
Under my coldness, I can not project my voice to excuse me and remove your pain because you scream to erase my voice...
So I just wish that for once...


That you’ll just shut up and listen to me…

Because I want you to know that I love you... Baal...

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Baal'Rasha, Tal'Tura and art ©  primeofevil