I have been having a really large bout of depression recently. It has affected my ability to work greatly, and it just makes it worse. I decided to take a few hours out of the only day off I have seen in awhile to make something off my commission list. Recently I have been feeling like my art is awful, and that I should just get through what I have and never do anything again because I am not worth it. This plush was therapy for me and making me feel more confident in my work again. I also work in retail 40+ hours a week now (when I agreed I'd only be working 20 at the beginning), and constantly been telling me that I am replaceable and not good at my job. This holiday season has been one of the worst I have had in a really long time. I deeply apologize about my delays in the past year, and leaving a lot of people disappointed with extending deadlines. Right now I am trying to get into a new job that pays better, and I have less hours (Also not retail). Hopefully I will get back into the stride with things again where I am not completing a commission a month or even less. This plush will most likely be a gift for a friend that has been really helping me that past couple months.
Also if you are going to TFF and you are on or have been on my commission list over the delayed period I will give you a free squeak toy. Just message me if you are going so I can set some aside for people.
Also if you are going to TFF and you are on or have been on my commission list over the delayed period I will give you a free squeak toy. Just message me if you are going so I can set some aside for people.
Category All / General Furry Art
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Squeeky toys?!
And man, I hope that you can get your new job because that type of stress mo one meeds. Especially the ways they talk to you as well. You should go say something to HR or something because that's unethical and also sueable in many ways cause it can cause work stress disorder (which seems what's being developed).
You deserve much more than what they are doing to you. -growls- THEY BETTER NOT EVER HOPE they meet me and your at work. I'd be the one banned from that store. >_>
And man, I hope that you can get your new job because that type of stress mo one meeds. Especially the ways they talk to you as well. You should go say something to HR or something because that's unethical and also sueable in many ways cause it can cause work stress disorder (which seems what's being developed).
You deserve much more than what they are doing to you. -growls- THEY BETTER NOT EVER HOPE they meet me and your at work. I'd be the one banned from that store. >_>
I'm pretty sure it is work stress disorder. Normally I can come home and work on commissions, but recently I just work too much and I deal with so many terrible people I just want to sleep or doing something for me. I don't even really play video games anymore. I just know by commissioning me people are trusting me to get this done, and do a good good. But it stresses me out because I feel like I am going to do a horrible job and they aren't going to like it.
I'll say for me that as I've seen so far on your suits and art that your getting better in improvements at least from what I see on the outside.
And seriously, do your best to get that other job. I wish that for you for christmas and I pray you get it. You need it and deserve it as hard as you work. Seriously.
As for my things from you, I trust your work as everyone has those down periods, but in the end you have to love your work, and if you need to, you need to just work on personal things for yourself.
And seriously, do your best to get that other job. I wish that for you for christmas and I pray you get it. You need it and deserve it as hard as you work. Seriously.
As for my things from you, I trust your work as everyone has those down periods, but in the end you have to love your work, and if you need to, you need to just work on personal things for yourself.
I was in retail from 2005 to spring 2009 and i hated it. It was good until my Boss thougt it was a good idea to put his daughter at my branch i was managing as help, but she only was going me on my nerves. She was one of this girls that get nothing done in life beside having basdard children (One boyfriend = one child, you know?) and was surfing the web allday while i had to work and she was looking over me and complaining abput my work and things. This had taken me down after one year with her that i went to a recreation facility paid by my healthcare insurance for 8 weeks. While i was there the boss terminated me and i was happy because i was FREE (In germany unemployment isn't as bad as in the usa or somewhere else because the state pays for our rent and a basic money supplement for food, drink and clothes when we have no job until we get a new one) I personnaly would never go into retail again, i'm now a technician for fiberoptic networking systems and it's much better.
*hugs tight* Love Ya Luno your a great friend and good at what you do I dont mind the delay your physical and mental helth is way more important you are a valuable person and fur dont let any one tell you you not See you at TFF and be sure to hug the wolf pup tight people say i'm good at cuddle therapy your one of my best friends in this fandom and In RL too i cant tell you enough how greatful I am to know you!
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