DIALOGUE:

1.)
[Doubt]: Hello again ugly, what's a faggot like you drawing for? It's not like you have any particular talent, and anything you try to make will no doubt be as dull, pathetic, and meaningless as you are. You're just going to embarrass yourself, again. What, do you think that sketching out some sick fetish-based "art" will get anyone to like you?

2.)
[Myself]: ....That's...not fair. Sure I've made a few pieces which certainly wouldn't be appropriate in most situations-but, in the process, I've also met quite a few people~many of which I consider good friends despite my never really seeing them. Besides...I dunno, there's more to people than the peculiar things that they like-and I've met tons of folks inside and outside those groups that are examples of that.
[Doubt]: Are you kidding me? Perhaps those other people can make up for their sick 'interests' as I'm sure a freak like you would put it, YOU, on the other hand, have no such redeeming qualities. Friends? You think they consider you their friends?! You hardly have any 'friends' in real life-and, to these people, you're probably just some dirty secret they keep just to have someone open when they wanna pursue their 'interests'. Face it kid, you'll never have any real friends-you're too boring and socially awkward, really, you've done it to yourself-you'll always be alone.

3.)
[Myself]: But...that can't be true-I'm familiar enough with my friends to know that they wouldn't string me along like that, I know of no friend of mine who would be so mean. Besides, well, you know-people are social creatures, it's in our nature to be social and make connections with others-I mean, I know I'm not the most competent person, but I can't be so bad that I negate billions of years of evolutionary progress. I just... need to pursue that goal, meeting and befriending new people, I mean.

4.)
[Doubt]: D-Don't be an idiot! Both of us know that you'll never amount to anything! For Pete's sake-you can't finish any damn thing you set out to do, you're just blowing steam! You're nothing! You'll always be nothing because you'll never get off your stupid ass to fix your pathetic existence-and it'll be all for nothing!
[Myself]: -Hey, I've been 'walking' for a while now. There isn't any reason why I should revert to my old procrastination and slothfulness. Maybe I still need a lot of work, but everyone has room for development-it doesn't make them any less than what they are-everyone is worth something!

5.)
[Myself] That's it, if I want to say that everyone is worthwhile, I can't keep making myself an exception. In the end, I'm just another person, and as such-I can change my current personal situation if I set my mind to it!

6.)
(Moment of realization)

7.)
(Have you ever been so taken aback that you just reverted into a cartoon version of yourself?)

8.)
[Myself] *radiates mischievousness*

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I couldn't get this out of my head on Christmas Eve! I ended up giving in and drawing the thing at around midnight and way into Christmas morning. It took about four or five hours so I ended up with, like, three hours of sleep before waking up for everyone to open presents, that was fun xD
It WAS a lot of fun to make, though-so I'd say it was worth it.
Anyways, what do ya guys think? I hope I didn't make anyone uncomfortable, seeing as this piece was a bit personal; however, I figured that art is usually suppose to be personal anyways, so why not?
Oh! And I finally created that separate art account-I'll put it's location up in a journal in a bit.