The touch
I am honestly not sure if this was something I was given when I died of an injection I received when I was 14 years old, or what.
Someone told me once I had the "Magic touch".
When I am around someone/something I care about, and I am particularly at peace with this person/creature, sometimes I am able to sort of... transfer something through my fingertips, playing with their sort of... essence, or whatever.
I hate to sound mystical, and I am trying my best to explain something very real.
But uh... It takes a lot out of me. When I am able to do it to someone, usually in a hug, they tell me, they felt a release of endorphins, or they ask me, "How do you do that?" So it's not just me! XD
I was able to do this with this wolf three times. Like my fingertips were sort of melding with his, I don't know.
Well to explain it, it was like something in me acknowledged him, not as a wolf, or a predator, or even as an animal. But as one of God's creatures, in an imperfect planet.
I don't think I could have possibly been closer to him, during those times.
I could feel him, reduced to a sort of bare... well, essence. Not lupine, per se. I could see, and feel him on a different plane.
What I like most about this picture are his thick black lips.
Ordinarily, they are more tight, and less visible. But during this time of my fingers massaging the back of his neck, he was never more in a relaxed state.
Another picture that shows "Relaxed lips syndrome" was one when he was coming down off of anesthesia after a surgery,a nd his lips were flopping in the wind. I might post it, because it is kinda funny.
If you want, look at his overall physique. He even looks softer.
This is a wolf in a completely non drug induced peace-coma.
I have more pics similar to his one.
Someone told me once I had the "Magic touch".
When I am around someone/something I care about, and I am particularly at peace with this person/creature, sometimes I am able to sort of... transfer something through my fingertips, playing with their sort of... essence, or whatever.
I hate to sound mystical, and I am trying my best to explain something very real.
But uh... It takes a lot out of me. When I am able to do it to someone, usually in a hug, they tell me, they felt a release of endorphins, or they ask me, "How do you do that?" So it's not just me! XD
I was able to do this with this wolf three times. Like my fingertips were sort of melding with his, I don't know.
Well to explain it, it was like something in me acknowledged him, not as a wolf, or a predator, or even as an animal. But as one of God's creatures, in an imperfect planet.
I don't think I could have possibly been closer to him, during those times.
I could feel him, reduced to a sort of bare... well, essence. Not lupine, per se. I could see, and feel him on a different plane.
What I like most about this picture are his thick black lips.
Ordinarily, they are more tight, and less visible. But during this time of my fingers massaging the back of his neck, he was never more in a relaxed state.
Another picture that shows "Relaxed lips syndrome" was one when he was coming down off of anesthesia after a surgery,a nd his lips were flopping in the wind. I might post it, because it is kinda funny.
If you want, look at his overall physique. He even looks softer.
This is a wolf in a completely non drug induced peace-coma.
I have more pics similar to his one.
Category Photography / Animal related (non-anthro)
Species Wolf
Size 1280 x 960px
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Oh sorry I didn't see this comment. I collapsed in the hospital (Doctors office) after receiving an injection for hives.
I literally knew that I was going to die, but all could tell my mom was, "I feel sick." And then I closed my eyes and instantly saw all these colors, so bright and beautiful, i could almost touch them. Human eyes wouldn't be able to pick up the whole scope and breadth of their spectrums, it was beautiful.
And then i was in darkness. Not like, bad darkness, but in a very peaceful, calm place. It was like every fiber of my soul and essence were saturated with the very definition of the word "love". It was amazing. There was no time there, only God, and me. I remember remembering all the abuse I was suffering and I did not want to go back, but I felt myself slipping back to my body. God told me I had to go back.
I woke up on a gurney, being rushed *somewhere*.
For all the things I know in my spirit about God, like He is perfect, and just and there's no way I can approach Him at all. It's taken me a long time, but I am beginning to realize the mechanics of why Jesus came to die for our sins, and that is to give us access to God through His sacrifice.
I literally knew that I was going to die, but all could tell my mom was, "I feel sick." And then I closed my eyes and instantly saw all these colors, so bright and beautiful, i could almost touch them. Human eyes wouldn't be able to pick up the whole scope and breadth of their spectrums, it was beautiful.
And then i was in darkness. Not like, bad darkness, but in a very peaceful, calm place. It was like every fiber of my soul and essence were saturated with the very definition of the word "love". It was amazing. There was no time there, only God, and me. I remember remembering all the abuse I was suffering and I did not want to go back, but I felt myself slipping back to my body. God told me I had to go back.
I woke up on a gurney, being rushed *somewhere*.
For all the things I know in my spirit about God, like He is perfect, and just and there's no way I can approach Him at all. It's taken me a long time, but I am beginning to realize the mechanics of why Jesus came to die for our sins, and that is to give us access to God through His sacrifice.
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