i managed to redrew it since i wanted to test myself from past work.
i decided to redue this from http://www.furaffinity.net/view/830007/. since photoshops betters my art. i really wish for this moment in real life with my love.  shad0w0lf. i often use him as my motivation to do things in my daily life, that goes for art as well. this version looks better to me. am always thinking of him and have been preparing many things for us, behind the scences, since i like to be productive. *sigh* wish i had him now. i redid the ears like a triangle based on advice gotten from him.