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I am really proud of how this turned out, I still have to adjust some stuff in regards to mixing and the mastering, but the flow and the bite it has makes me so proud.
I learned a hell of a lot during the making of this, and poured my heart and soul into it, and I think it shows!
Background:
As some might have heard, around 2 weeks ago Justin Carmical, some better known as JewWario on his Youtube-Show, commited suicide.
I didn't know why it hit me that hard and why it made me think so much, but after reading the official statement of his wife I knew:
"I also have to confirm he shot himself, but he was not alone, he locked himself in the bathroom and I was on the other side of the door talking with him. He knew I loved him, HE KNEW ALL OF YOU LOVED HIM. You all made him so happy, every time he was recognized from his videos, it made him giddy with joy. " ( -> https://www.facebook.com/jenny.vale.....51967764613068)
It saddens me deeply, and frightens me even more, that someone can sink so deep into depression, that even his loved ones, who KNEW, are completely unable to safe him.
This song will deal with this desperation, and the consequences of such a tragedy. I can only hope for her, and his friends, that they will be able to recover and remember him as the cheerful, creative and inspiring personality he presented himself as.
This will ultimately become the last Song on the EP "Cuddle Him Dead", that lead me to self acceptance, self criticism, a true word of love - and facing one of my greatest fear - being unable to help the people that I hold dearly.
Thanks for the read & interrest
I learned a hell of a lot during the making of this, and poured my heart and soul into it, and I think it shows!
Background:
As some might have heard, around 2 weeks ago Justin Carmical, some better known as JewWario on his Youtube-Show, commited suicide.
I didn't know why it hit me that hard and why it made me think so much, but after reading the official statement of his wife I knew:
"I also have to confirm he shot himself, but he was not alone, he locked himself in the bathroom and I was on the other side of the door talking with him. He knew I loved him, HE KNEW ALL OF YOU LOVED HIM. You all made him so happy, every time he was recognized from his videos, it made him giddy with joy. " ( -> https://www.facebook.com/jenny.vale.....51967764613068)
It saddens me deeply, and frightens me even more, that someone can sink so deep into depression, that even his loved ones, who KNEW, are completely unable to safe him.
This song will deal with this desperation, and the consequences of such a tragedy. I can only hope for her, and his friends, that they will be able to recover and remember him as the cheerful, creative and inspiring personality he presented himself as.
This will ultimately become the last Song on the EP "Cuddle Him Dead", that lead me to self acceptance, self criticism, a true word of love - and facing one of my greatest fear - being unable to help the people that I hold dearly.
Thanks for the read & interrest
Category Music / Other Music
Species Vulpine (Other)
Size 120 x 120px
File Size 9.29 MB
Wow...looking back at thid now....hurts. like real bad.
I know nobody reaöly will pay attention to this year old thing
But in case someone does stumble upon this...just wow.
For anyone in the know of the recent controversy, I just want to say
I am in the know that he is an alleged rapist and after everything I heard
over the past couple of days I have no doubt that what the victims say its true.
But that song is foremost not about his suicide but rather allways been about the people left behind.
I can't fathom what agony his wife must go through now, not only loosing
her closest love physically...but now his memory tarnished.
I hope the internet is kind to her, cause I legit think she didn't know.
I know nobody reaöly will pay attention to this year old thing
But in case someone does stumble upon this...just wow.
For anyone in the know of the recent controversy, I just want to say
I am in the know that he is an alleged rapist and after everything I heard
over the past couple of days I have no doubt that what the victims say its true.
But that song is foremost not about his suicide but rather allways been about the people left behind.
I can't fathom what agony his wife must go through now, not only loosing
her closest love physically...but now his memory tarnished.
I hope the internet is kind to her, cause I legit think she didn't know.
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