http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVgixOjGhVU

I know that you'll see this. and I know you probably won't say anything. just know that i still love you, so much, and that I would die for you. i am happy but there is this... empty feeling inside of me. i said i had moved on and i really thought i had for a while. but i dream, and i wake up, and the feelings are back again. i still cry about you at night, and i still hope that maybe... one day, it will be like it was before. but i know that is foolish.

i'm sorry i couldn't be the one for you.

i miss you. so, so much.

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sorry for bothering my watchers with this but i'll scrap it later <3