I just wanted to let you know that I love you and your soul entirely and this is me looking at you right now and you better never forget it because your art is GODLY to me Heow, godly to me and a LOT of other people and I'd give a lung and a half to be the amazing funny sweet person you are amERICA .

I am going through the dumbest thing in the whole entire world and it is so dumb it's stupid really just unintelligent but this is what I meant by me looking at you:

http://25.media.tumblr.com/1cf95a65.....hl7jo1_500.gif


I can't do anything to improve your mood or life but I wish I could but I can try to force you to look at me as a koala that is cuter than anything on the face of this earth, but not as cute as your soul.

/rubs your nose in all these koalas

http://imgur.com/gallery/mTKq1

Why do I always misspell hewo

WHY

oh my christ why are you like the kindest person to have ever existed /)//w//(\ i'm not worthy ahhh<3
you're my Heow

like seriously you always take the time to make people happy even when you're going through stuff and i admire that a lot unu

sorry i'm like really bad at words but AHH thank you for the kind words and the koalas Heow ;w;

If those people aren't meanie poop pants, they will be delighted to wait for you <3
and if they ARE meanie poop pants, let me know so I can kick them in the boingloins! >n<

they're all v kind people ;w; i don't have a lot to finish but yeesh i've been down in the dumps
thanks ;w;<3 <3

As someone who also has severe depression, I'ma give you a feeble but loving pat on the back and kinda chirp to you

chirp chirp cheep!<3

There's a drug trial at the local medical university for depression sufferers, I've been toying with applying and seeing if they can help. If the drugs work, I'll send you the formula ^u^ You deserve it probably more than I.
_{god, I was depressed enough to type out "I'm not good enough to deserve treatment," that's a horrible conundrum in and of itself. Like that mental bug that makes people think they've done everything before - infinite deja vu - "Well, I know I've visited all the doctors on the planet, but they haven't been able to help."}

i think my problem has more to do with being in a slump right now but i've been there, and it sucks, and i really hope things work out for you because you DO deserve it!! that's a super sweet offer though ahh<3

http://www.reddit.com/r/rule34/comm.....884i?context=1 Also found this; if you match up with anything, LMK.
Over the past week or so, I think I might actually have anhedonia - just the fact that I don't derive pleasure from a great many things (sports, family, group activities, religion, or the accomplishment when you complete a project) and I'm starting to realize how it fucks with my life. I have so many projects half-completed because I wouldn't feel any different if I had or hadn't finished it; and completing a project gives me a numb sort of death that I don't really want to do.
But yeah, I'm just a whiny fucking loser with a broken brain who's kinda desperate for someone to talk to about these things. _{let me know if I annoy you and I'll leave it's totally cool}

<3