Last few years was a living hell for me, I was paying back for my own mistakes, overcoming everything that other people did to me. I was deeply depressed for a long time, had suicidal thoughs. I had to go through it all alone, even if my friends did their best to help me, it wasnt enough to fill this huge hole in my heart.

I met  vathecdrius few years ago, but only this last september we had a chance to know each other closer. He was too good for dreaming about him, I never though that he will ever message me after the con, but...He did. He was always there for me, listened to my stupid chats, gave me advices. He never been pushy, but he was straight forward enough to help me get rid out of my painful past.
And he gave me such an amazing future. When he is around, I just cant stop looking at him, his eyes, and handsome smile... He is always around to make me smile, to cuddle me, to cover me with kisses, to hide me from this world when I dont feel like facing it.
He makes me feel safe, confident, free from fears. I can allow myself to be weak when I'm with him, because I know that he will defend me at any cost. But at the same time I feel so strong now when I have him...

I love you, Thecy ❤

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We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

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Valentines Card for me and  vathecdrius made by outstanding  lingrimm