So the first part of my totem pole project would be the bottom tier.

The rabbit represents timidity, nervousness, etc.
Bulls represent the past/ insight into the past
Ox represent making snap judgements.

Something happened when I was younger, as some of you are aware.
What happened is likely the source of my fear or even hatred of certain things, including the human race.
I'm still pretty bad about making judgements from one action that someone does- I used to be worse believe it or not.
I'm easily set off by anything that even slightly rubs me the wrong way.
Lastly, his markings represent things I've either done, still do, or want to do.
I'll just let you guys decide on that.


In a way, I guess it's good I'm not feeling well while drawing him. He isn't exactly supposed to be happy.