
Sorry, not my usual sort of thing to be posting (or drawing), and I know this looks pretty much completely childish, but I can't take my art seriously enough to express any of the emotions that I would have liked to express, or maybe I don't take myself seriously enough in general.
At least I'm still soft enough for others to hug when they need some comfort.
Just a bummer how many of my "friends" come to me when they have issues, and forget me when things brighten up. I used to have somebody in my life that always noticed when I was down, some kinda sixth Punky sense, weirdest spiritual connection, that was pretty cool and I miss him, even if I'm still hurt by what he did.
Guess I'm just lonely.. and wishing I had somebody in my life again that cared enough to realize when my heart was sinking in my chest, and who woke up every morning excited to talk to me, and who didn't just toss me aside when other things came along.
Will scrap or delete later or whatever, sorry for being such a loser.
At least I'm still soft enough for others to hug when they need some comfort.
Just a bummer how many of my "friends" come to me when they have issues, and forget me when things brighten up. I used to have somebody in my life that always noticed when I was down, some kinda sixth Punky sense, weirdest spiritual connection, that was pretty cool and I miss him, even if I'm still hurt by what he did.
Guess I'm just lonely.. and wishing I had somebody in my life again that cared enough to realize when my heart was sinking in my chest, and who woke up every morning excited to talk to me, and who didn't just toss me aside when other things came along.
Will scrap or delete later or whatever, sorry for being such a loser.
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Man... I just.... I can totally relate to this, every word you wrote here...
I'm sorry you feel this way, I wish I had some kinda crazy uplifting advice to give you, but I am in the same boat trying to figure out myself.
Most people just say we need more self-confidence and love. If I can love myself enough, I won't care if anyone else will, right? But isn't that a bit narcissistic?
Anyway, I hope you have a nice soft plushie to cuddle up with, like the one up there, even if it can't quite hug back like you'd want it to.
I'm sorry you feel this way, I wish I had some kinda crazy uplifting advice to give you, but I am in the same boat trying to figure out myself.
Most people just say we need more self-confidence and love. If I can love myself enough, I won't care if anyone else will, right? But isn't that a bit narcissistic?
Anyway, I hope you have a nice soft plushie to cuddle up with, like the one up there, even if it can't quite hug back like you'd want it to.
Wow. This is...how i feel o.o *offers a hug for you* I feel like society makes you put on a happy face even when things are tough. That FRIENDS make you smile and nod saying everything is okay because that's what they want to hear. They don't want to hear the bad things, That you are falling apart. It's only true friends/lovers that really care and will bug the heck out of you til you spit it out. Then they are there for you. But if you don't have that special someone to talk to...you bottle it up until you start to fall apart...and no1 even notices.
I completely know the feeling, its very lonely. Im only sorry youre going through it. Its hard to find good friends who geninuely want to cheer you up when youre sad (if they even notice that you are). Most people are just so self absorbed. I always notice when people around me are sad. When I would notice this with some of my friends and do my best to cheer them up, it hurt when the same love and care wasn't returned. I have several stories of "friends" coming to me with their woes but turning a blind eye when I needed them most. Ive also been tossed aside as well, it really stinks.
Im very blessed to have finally found one friend who is always there for me as much as I am for her. I hope you can find someone like that one day. I dont know what I did before without her. If you ever need someone who will listen Im offering my ear, since I know exactly how it feels to have no one who stop and care.
Hope you feel better soon. *hugs*
Im very blessed to have finally found one friend who is always there for me as much as I am for her. I hope you can find someone like that one day. I dont know what I did before without her. If you ever need someone who will listen Im offering my ear, since I know exactly how it feels to have no one who stop and care.
Hope you feel better soon. *hugs*
This piece is super cute. *hugs* I think you did a great job of making a point. So many people struggle every day. I see people ask someone how they are doing and they don't even wait for the answer. They just do it out of reflex or what they see as "politeness" however not waiting for or caring about the answer is not polite. If you don't care then don't ask.
I hope things get better for you.
I hope things get better for you.
I know those feelings all too well... You are not a looser and you have plenty of friends. I'm really sorry you are feeling this way, it sucks and I'd love to help!
Sorry I don't have the sixth punk sense you are talking about but I'm am just about always available to chat... You know where to find me and I've told you before not to hesitate...
Sorry I don't have the sixth punk sense you are talking about but I'm am just about always available to chat... You know where to find me and I've told you before not to hesitate...
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