
Well, off I go again on another classic tale of "unable to name things." Could I, I would leave my poems without names, as labeling them only causes me to force themes on the reader that I don't want them to have to think through, so... here there lies a poem whose name does not fit the description. = Heck, it's not even a poem, so why bother calling it one?
Lately, something has been bothering me, yet what I do not know... Could it be another change within me, calling from deep within...? Yet, it seems so familiar, like from my mid-teenage days when I knew not anyone, and only knew what I did know... I wasn't a movie-goer--I'm still not that much of one now... I didn't listen to the latest music, and... well--I don't do so much anymore... I felt misunderstood, and yet taken to be an angry individual, or one who was too somber or saddened by something... when really all I was was lonely...
I can't really say how I'm feeling right now, or otherwise I would have been a bit more clear. I would say it's my grades in school, or the lack of time I've spent with my girlfriend, but... *sighs...* I'm just... not sure anymore... and it's bothering me...
Thanks for taking the time to read through this though--the mind garbage up there wasn't meant to be anything at all, other than thoughts running through my mind... Gosh, I don't write hardly anything anymore... I hope this at least helps to release some of those built-up feelings I've been having in the last six months...
Lately, something has been bothering me, yet what I do not know... Could it be another change within me, calling from deep within...? Yet, it seems so familiar, like from my mid-teenage days when I knew not anyone, and only knew what I did know... I wasn't a movie-goer--I'm still not that much of one now... I didn't listen to the latest music, and... well--I don't do so much anymore... I felt misunderstood, and yet taken to be an angry individual, or one who was too somber or saddened by something... when really all I was was lonely...
I can't really say how I'm feeling right now, or otherwise I would have been a bit more clear. I would say it's my grades in school, or the lack of time I've spent with my girlfriend, but... *sighs...* I'm just... not sure anymore... and it's bothering me...
Thanks for taking the time to read through this though--the mind garbage up there wasn't meant to be anything at all, other than thoughts running through my mind... Gosh, I don't write hardly anything anymore... I hope this at least helps to release some of those built-up feelings I've been having in the last six months...
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ó.ò aww dear, I can see you are reallyupset with this ... I really dont know how to help you but if I may say, I can give you a little advice ..... I went through something like this you explain, I wasnt in the mood to do things, to listen to music, to draw, to even go out from my house...I felt lonely and misunderstood ... but you know, you can always talk with someone you trust, in this case could be your girlfriend, or a best friend you have, and what you can do is not to press yourself to do things, just hang out, talk about everything and at the same time about nothing, just relax and have a good time, believe me, after that your mood will change n__n
Thank you muchly for the advice, Shana... Truth be told, even around my good close friends and family members, the feeling persists, probably because I have been around too many people lately and feeling a bit "crowded..." I'm relaxing at the time and taking things easy for the moment... but still feel misunderstood... *hugs* Thanks for everything...!
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