Life and love.

"If you're not going to do it for yourself, do it for someone else." -Anonymous

"When you look at your life right now, do you think that you'll wake up in the future one day and wish that you had done more?" -Something I remind myself everyday.

-i think outside myself sometimes, I guess this removes me from thinking normally-

One of my Cousin's child died not long after being born. I cried about it, thinking about my other cousin (her sister), and prayed that her child comes out healthy and that my cousin doesn't become resentful, but try again.

I also thought about myself... knowing that I need to make some changes. And alongside that, hope for my children (even though I don't even have a girlfriend yet) and my dad as well, hoping that one day he'll get to see them.

Even now as I tremble, I pick up my pencil and get to work, knowing I need to change.