(Lately I randomly started sucking at so many things... including drawing and writing... I'm trying to figure out why...)

I am the definition of lost. I am the definition of forgotten. I am the definition failure. I am the definition of darkness. I am the definition of destruction. I am the definition of worthlessness. I am the definition of evil. I am the definition of loneliness. I am the definition of misery. I am the definition of hate. I am the definition of disgust. I am the definition of undesirable. I am the definition of hopelessness. I am the definition of abuse. I am the definition fake. I am the definition of inconsequential. I am the definition of ignorance. I am the definition of invisibility. I am the definition of nothing. I am the definition of forlorn.
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But still a light shines somewhere... There is always a light. And I must find it somehow...
I am the definition of determination... so that maybe someday... what defines me now will never apply again...