So when i got drunk off my silly butt one night with my best friend we ended up having a deep conversation I only remembered part of. Which was " And it's because I love you."

Something dawned on me then.
He drove 3 hours to come get me from my crazy ex-roommate's house.
Endured another 3 hours in a 2 person car with 4 people in it to get me to my new place.
Was my shoulder to cry on when my ex-bf of 4 years broke up with me
Bought a plane ticket all the way to florida so i wouldn't have to go to metrocon alone.
Tried any retarded game i asked him to
And listened to all my whining and complaining for the last 4-5 years.

I always thought of him as a best friend but now idk ; -;

He also said he hopes me and my current bf break up cause he's concerned about him living with me.
I can't leave my best friend homeless yo D;