On Thursday, National Happiness Day, I had a mental breakdown and tried killing myself, no lectures heard them all from people that really didn't give shit. Anywho been in the hospital and feeling much better mentally and emotionally. I'm not asking for attention I am just stating a fact of my life and explaining why I vanished for 5 days to my friends that don't know what happened. No I am not on pillz, yes I am seeing a doctor. There is only one person responsible for this and it is me. There is no one reason for this, it's 6 months of just one little problem after another till I was overwhelmed.