you know

sometimes I question if it's all worth it.
if anything is worth anything in the end.

and I wonder why I am even still alive.
yeh.

Guess the past is bugging me.

what ever can I say.. I'm just not a happy person and maybe I should just be left alone and forgotten, I bet you a penny and a fiddle of gold none of you would've heard about it if I had died that night in that car crash.

yay 2014 was off to a good start, I guess.
or not.

I am not sure if I really care about it anymore.

I just know there's nothing in the world I wouldn't do for my friends.
even if they would never hear about be passing away like that, if it was ever to happen.


also

oops. Might've made Rinny's neck too short.

whatever. idrc.