for nieufna@dA
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i miss 2011 so much it hurts and feels like something is squeezing my heart tightly. it was perfect. i come across some of the music released in 2011 that was significant to me and what i went through and my throat tightens up and i just want to cry.

it's weird how you can have it all and then lose everything. i'm holding onto a ghost now and just wishing... it's hopeless but i'm not good at giving up when i care so much

m83 brought this on me when i was trying to figure out a title. hurry up we're dreaming is very special to me...

i miss everything
i miss the real you and the real me and the real us
this is honestly why i'm always so sad