
"I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and noone now.
But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked.
I'm naked and fearless.
But I'm dead inside.
You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside.
Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive
at the bottom."
- "Bottom" by Tool
There's not much more else to say.
Except this is exactly how I feel.
And exactly how disgusting and scarred my body looks. Drew this in 05 and never thought I'd actually end up looking like this.
My mistakes will always be with me.
SW + Art © JGF 2005-Current
But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked.
I'm naked and fearless.
But I'm dead inside.
You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside.
Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive
at the bottom."
- "Bottom" by Tool
There's not much more else to say.
Except this is exactly how I feel.
And exactly how disgusting and scarred my body looks. Drew this in 05 and never thought I'd actually end up looking like this.
My mistakes will always be with me.
SW + Art © JGF 2005-Current
Category Artwork (Traditional) / General Furry Art
Species Dog (Other)
Size 696 x 575px
File Size 142.1 kB
Oh gosh really?? I am so flattered you have watched my art for so long! ;___; That means a ton to me! What was your username back then, or the name of your character? Maybe I know who you is but my brains aren't as sharp as they used to be, lol. I appreciate all your kind words more than you know, thank you. :3
Hahaha omg Paulas!! it's the truth!!! XD But as of more recent it's gotten worse. But I know you would just tell me to stfu and say I'm still pretty. You are so sweet to me no matter what I go through. I love you so very much, and thank you for texting me and keeping up with me
Oh please don't be! You are so very wonderful to me. I just uploaded this as a bit of vent art. I haven't been doing so well the last 2 weeks, I fell back into a depression but I have seen my doctor and therapist since and talked to some good friends and my spirits have been lifted. Thank you for your concern and for caring you are amazing <3
Oh Ols thank you so much…. they are just so much worse than than were when you last saw me. But you are right, they are my battle wounds and who knows, maybe one day I will be able to help someone with my story. You always have the wisest advice. We must chat on phone soon, I have finally been getting past some of my phone phobia (is there a word for that? I'm sure there is) and I miss your voice and hearing how you are
Oh Kelly….. ;_; I am so blessed to have you in my life. I have to stop and remember that there are people who care about me out there no matter how I look.
I admire you so much. You have grown so incredibly over the years, and I one day hope to have your strength. I am fighting and at least there have been no new scars since January. And you're right - they are my battle wounds, and sometimes when I look down at them I get sick, but sometimes when I look down at them I remember how much they have taught me to keep me from repeating past mistakes. Love you always
I admire you so much. You have grown so incredibly over the years, and I one day hope to have your strength. I am fighting and at least there have been no new scars since January. And you're right - they are my battle wounds, and sometimes when I look down at them I get sick, but sometimes when I look down at them I remember how much they have taught me to keep me from repeating past mistakes. Love you always
Aww, hun. I've got my fair share of zebra stripes too and it will always carry a bit of a guilty burden even after so many years. They do, however, make for a good drinking game. Rarely do people notice, and even more rarely do they ever ask but I can never help myself when given the opportunity to tell some outrageous story (like bear-wrestling in the wilderness, or a knife fight in a Thai bar.) Shots and drinks go out to those who guess "wrong." Hahaha
Haha omg Liz you just made me laugh about something so serious! You are such an incredible friend! I like that idea, make 'em guess and if they're wrong take a shot!! I guess it's just so easy to be so subconscious of them you know? Especially when they are fresh and noticeable. But as I have been told and from what you are saying, they are our battle scars and only carry us forwards.
I love you very much and hope you have been well. I don't know if I have your number or not so you should so note it to me or shoot me atext if you have mine somehow or whats. I would love to keep up with you better! <3
I love you very much and hope you have been well. I don't know if I have your number or not so you should so note it to me or shoot me atext if you have mine somehow or whats. I would love to keep up with you better! <3
No matter what happens to your body, the radiance in -your- soul will shine out, and your beauty will be there. <3 You are not your mistakes- you are not your scars. You are today. <333 Your aura is so bright that there is no way you could ever be ugly... I like to think of what Ducky on NCIS said: "You know, sometimes damaged goods are more precious, due to their unique qualities." *HUGS*
Omg girl ;_____;
You're bringing me to tears, good ones of course. You always have this way of phrasing things in a way that hits me hard and gets embedded in my brain and touches my heart. Never forget yow precious and unique you are as well. And you just made me want to watch NCIS but it's Law and Order Day on USA lol
You're bringing me to tears, good ones of course. You always have this way of phrasing things in a way that hits me hard and gets embedded in my brain and touches my heart. Never forget yow precious and unique you are as well. And you just made me want to watch NCIS but it's Law and Order Day on USA lol
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