That feel when you want to roar out in anger but instead have to smile and say "that's nice". When you've had more than enough of being ignored for weeks but have to tell them how nice it is to hear from them again.

Like being in abusive relationship, you choke everything back. The very model of elegance and politeness outwardly, inwardly you want to tear down these walls, to destroy whats in front of you and lay the truth bare for all to see.

"That's wonderful dear. I love it."
"Thank you."

The screams of anger, pain, anguish and torment will never be heard by the blissfully ignorant. And more often than not, they'll never bother to look, not in their lifetime.

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