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I was doodling around in FireAlpaca last night when I started thinking about a conversation I had the other day with a family member about our fate and how every decision we make changes our future. It was brought up that I probably would not be around to this day if I had not met, fell in love with, and moved in with my boyfriend, kKAOZz.
I had a series of attempts on my own life, and I was in a constant state of being someone's punching bag, be it emotionally or physically. My past would make even the strongest of men, break down and cry in a mess of their own tears. But thankfully my future is much brighter now. I realized, that despite being such an independent person, I was finally able to depend on someone. To let someone be the reason I look forward to a future and to living each day.
I spent a long time scratching out these things I feel inside, but never want to say for fear of scaring him away. These signs of dependency, these needy desires and wants. But I feel like.. if I put them down in front of me, I can live with them better. So this isn't really a vent art, so much as it is a confession piece. o~o;
All in all, I am not sad about anything, or hurt, so don't worry about that. I am just so grateful that my choices brought me into the arms of my boyfriend, and his amazing family. They are the living proof that everything has an equal exchange. I suffered so much in my past, because my future was/is going to be so much brighter. And I had to see the bad in life, to appreciate the good that it gives me. And I couldn't see myself with any other man, than my future husband, kKAOZz. <33
Seni Seviyorum.
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Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Panda
Size 1100 x 878px
File Size 561.3 kB
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