
so many feels
ugh just something to help me relax a little,
I've been trying to get out of this slump but holy shit its hard.
I really want to work and get things done, but every time I pick up my tablet I just lose all motivation :c
I might need to cancel commissions for a while. But don't want to do that because I'd be letting everybody down :c There's been so much going on and I just found out that my mom is getting really sick and I'm getting sick and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
guys where did my muse go :c
I'll get back to my senses soon enough, I'm sure.
my feels in one song wowowow.
http://youtu.be/Am8hNCY19rI
I'm not trying to cause any trouble or unwanted worry, everybody has problems and I'll get over mine soon enough.
I hope anyone else that's been feeling down in the dumps will feel better soon.
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ugh just something to help me relax a little,
I've been trying to get out of this slump but holy shit its hard.
I really want to work and get things done, but every time I pick up my tablet I just lose all motivation :c
I might need to cancel commissions for a while. But don't want to do that because I'd be letting everybody down :c There's been so much going on and I just found out that my mom is getting really sick and I'm getting sick and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
guys where did my muse go :c
I'll get back to my senses soon enough, I'm sure.
my feels in one song wowowow.
http://youtu.be/Am8hNCY19rI
I'm not trying to cause any trouble or unwanted worry, everybody has problems and I'll get over mine soon enough.
I hope anyone else that's been feeling down in the dumps will feel better soon.
Arlyo bought by

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As someone who has a difficult depression going on, trying to complete art for other people is harrrrrd.
Unfortunatly because of how chronic its become, my art list sorta went on a standstil and hasnt been touched for 1-2 years till now..
Dont feel pressured to complete the work. There isnt much you can do to make yourself do something that has an "art" to it. Just take advantage of those few moments where you are up to doing artwork because they can be few and far between.
I'd have times where I'd only be drawing once a week and most of the time.. it was personal work that I never posted because I was afraid of my commissioners ripping me a new one :x
I guess its not my place to ask, but are you seeking help for it?
Unfortunatly because of how chronic its become, my art list sorta went on a standstil and hasnt been touched for 1-2 years till now..
Dont feel pressured to complete the work. There isnt much you can do to make yourself do something that has an "art" to it. Just take advantage of those few moments where you are up to doing artwork because they can be few and far between.
I'd have times where I'd only be drawing once a week and most of the time.. it was personal work that I never posted because I was afraid of my commissioners ripping me a new one :x
I guess its not my place to ask, but are you seeking help for it?
I try not to let my depression get me down usually. I just kinda keep it pushed to the side for as long as I can to get things done. xD
I try to draw every day but I just haven't been able to make anything I enjoy or can finish
I think its the pressure that's getting me down at the moment. I took on a loooooooot of commissions and then realized that I wasn't enjoying them at all. None of them are paid yet so I could still cancel them, but dang.
I'd be letting like 15+ people down on the promise of art for them :c but such is life, I just want to get over it and get back to work haha.
sorry for ranting ;u;
I try to draw every day but I just haven't been able to make anything I enjoy or can finish
I think its the pressure that's getting me down at the moment. I took on a loooooooot of commissions and then realized that I wasn't enjoying them at all. None of them are paid yet so I could still cancel them, but dang.
I'd be letting like 15+ people down on the promise of art for them :c but such is life, I just want to get over it and get back to work haha.
sorry for ranting ;u;
I took on a lot myself. People are understanding.
If someone demanded art because you weren't feeling yourself I would say they arent someone to deal with again. I've had my fair share of rude people who couldnt wait more then a month for something, despite my inactivity and small updates saying shit had gone to hell lol..
Again, dont let the pressure get to you. You will eventually get to the artwork.. most of my patient people were greatful.. others were not (like hell i'd be doing bzns with them..)
People are understanding and we all know the art you create is well worth the wait. Dont forget to think about yourself. Its not always about the people you have comitments with. Gotta give yourself some of your own time <3
If someone demanded art because you weren't feeling yourself I would say they arent someone to deal with again. I've had my fair share of rude people who couldnt wait more then a month for something, despite my inactivity and small updates saying shit had gone to hell lol..
Again, dont let the pressure get to you. You will eventually get to the artwork.. most of my patient people were greatful.. others were not (like hell i'd be doing bzns with them..)
People are understanding and we all know the art you create is well worth the wait. Dont forget to think about yourself. Its not always about the people you have comitments with. Gotta give yourself some of your own time <3
Yeah I know those feels! It can be tough!
Lil tip is, if you ever suddenly do get a sudden urge to draw something for yourself, even if you do have commissions and people waiting, DRAW IT! It can open the flood gates sometimes for inspiration to get back to whatever you have waiting on you. And there is no shame in taking time for yourself. c: It's what I do, I just don't post things when I'm in those ruts. x'D
Lil tip is, if you ever suddenly do get a sudden urge to draw something for yourself, even if you do have commissions and people waiting, DRAW IT! It can open the flood gates sometimes for inspiration to get back to whatever you have waiting on you. And there is no shame in taking time for yourself. c: It's what I do, I just don't post things when I'm in those ruts. x'D
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