This will be my new ID :0 It's a statement that is said by many people and as sad as it is the only medicine to this is practise. Which is something that sucks sometimes.

There are days that instead of enjoying art, I look at it in envy! And envy turns into actual hate. A hate that's directed to myself for not trying hard enough and for not being able to timeskip to the point in which my art would be recognised by many thousands and hold a special spot in the hearts and minds of many!

It's not that I haven't tried and it's not that I haven't evolved! I managed to improve so much to the point that one of my greatest inspirations in art would suggest a trade with me, I have alot of people asking me for art, many more that actually say that my skills could be commissioned.

And in the bad days, I think about all the things I can't draw yet, the great artists that don't even know my name even though I have been looking up to them for years, all those thousands of watches and favs and comments on a picture I will post!

I am writing all this because I want to be coming back here to read them and laugh at me in a year or two from now for thinking like this! I shall improve even more and evolve as an artist! I promise myself that much!