A few minutes ago, I posted a ranty journal about how my life is crap. As soon as I was done writing it, I saw I had some comments in my in box. One of them was from my best friend in real life Ziggy. I read her comment but was still in my negative downward spiral.

I replied to her comment while I was still depressed. This is the biggest mistake I have ever made in my whole life.

I am not kidding around or joking or making light of anything. Ziggy is, at least to me, the best person I have ever had in my life. And I snapped at her. I feel like the worlds biggest idiot right now. Not because of what I said in my depressing journal, but that I talked to her that way in the comment. As soon as I read her reply to my upset comment, I snapped right back into normal me. I saw what I had done and now I feel worse than I ever had before.

Please don't hate me Ziggy. I'm sorry, a million times over I am sorry I said that to you. Please don't hate me.