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by actuallyagirlsname
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12 years ago
I miss how life was for me just over a year ago
I miss having people who were actually there for me.
No one cares anymore
My mother doesn't care, my so called friends don't care, not even my partner cares.
I could fucking kill myself tomorrow and everyone would be like "omg I never knew how sad he was" really? I vent on tumblr every fucking day and no one even bothers to talk to me. Even on normal days no one bothers to check if I'm okay.
Then when it gets really bad and it's too late and I write that I want to kill myself everyone suddenly cares! Well where were you when I actually needed you huh?
Fuck this shit I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep then be forced into doing some exam that I'm certainly going to fail
I miss having people who were actually there for me.
No one cares anymore
My mother doesn't care, my so called friends don't care, not even my partner cares.
I could fucking kill myself tomorrow and everyone would be like "omg I never knew how sad he was" really? I vent on tumblr every fucking day and no one even bothers to talk to me. Even on normal days no one bothers to check if I'm okay.
Then when it gets really bad and it's too late and I write that I want to kill myself everyone suddenly cares! Well where were you when I actually needed you huh?
Fuck this shit I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep then be forced into doing some exam that I'm certainly going to fail
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Shade-Wolfie
~shade-wolfie
Cheer up, I can guarantee you it's merely hormones and the fact people are so busy now days.. Schools kicking in for the teenagers, and summer is just around the corner. I myself have been stressing a bit, but I always keep in mind, for every reason there is to frown, You can spot two reasons to smile. Any way It may seem like people don't care and I know this because I was a teenager once too with the same mindset, but it only gets better. Please I advise strongly against any form of self harm or to damage yourself mentally of physically in any way, stay strong <3
actuallyagirlsname
~actuallyagirlsname
OP
I appreciate you trying to help but please don't patronise me. It's not "just hormones" and being a teenager. I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I also have a syndrome which can make both worse. It's not just something I can control. I can't just "cheer up" at a flick of a switch. Sometimes I am happy but that doesn't mean I'm not depressed anymore. As I said, about a year ago I had several friends who were there for me and understood. They never talk to me anymore. Now I basically don't have any friends. It sucks when you think about it.
MidnightCyberFox
~midnightcyberfox
we all care for you
actuallyagirlsname
~actuallyagirlsname
OP
Thank you
MidnightCyberFox
~midnightcyberfox
*cuddles you close* i feel the same sometimes
